But I know I'll stay coz next to you is where I belong

fail Saga icons~ x_x

2009-11-10T06:16:08Z

Okay so as promised, here is the first ever batch of icons I made. Mm this is batch 2 for keiiko's birthday last November 8. Today is my mother's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MOM!!! I love you~ haha anyways, these icons are not that good or artistic so please don't bash them! D; I'm not good but I tried my best really to make them look presentable. Uhm so yah, as usual comments are loved and highly appreciated so please do comment. Don't hotlink and don't steal(though I doubt anyone would). Credit pi_no_tsuma, me, if taking and textless icons are NOT! I repeat, they ARE NOT! bases.<3 thank you~ enjoy~~~

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Here's some Saga x Pon love<3

Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble

Otanjou-bi Omedettou Gozaimasu Carmella-chan~

2009-11-07T07:32:57Z

Happy Happy Birthday to keiiko a.k.a Koko-puff/Keii-chan/Sagu-chii XD

May you have many many more birthdays to come.
God bless you always!
I'm sorry I don't have a gift for you, a real one so I made these not so good banners instead >_>
I'm sorry if their not that good- I tried my best and that's all I came up with.
I hope you like it though~
Mmm there's batch 2 so yah~ watch out for it XD<3
it'll be Saga icons.
Yosh~ <3 Happy birthday again~ sorry my greeting is not so special ; w ;
Take care always and do your best!!!

Love lots,
Jinjin/Pon

Blood-Holic || Chapter 1: The Banquet [Part 1]

2009-11-05T02:57:08Z

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Chapter 1:
The Banquet [Part 1]
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He lounged lazily on the concrete ground of the school’s rooftop, watching the white feathery clouds hovering above him in the vivid azure sky. He sighed as the sun’s rays hit his delicate yet pale skin. His eyes lidded as the bright sun shone down on his iris. He quickly brought an arm up to cover his façade. He let out a soft sigh as he sat up and grabbed a cigarette stick from his pocket, lighting it before placing it in between his full lips and taking a long drag from it. He shifted towards the covered area on the rooftop and rested his back on the concrete holding the shade over; this is one of the reasons why he prefers snowy and rainy seasons than normal and sunny ones. He and his family are just never good under the sun.

He took the burning stick in between his fingers before exhaling the grey smoke out of his nicotine abused lungs and into the air, watching the vague tendrils of smoke fade out of sight completely as the warm afternoon breeze waft it away with it. He pressed the back of his head on the hard concrete behind him, resting the half burnt cigarette in between his full lips yet again before closing his restless eyes shut with a soft sigh escaping his mouth.

“Isn’t the weather just perfect today?” a tall man with black locks who seemed to be around the age of 28 suddenly appeared beside him. The man was wearing a lab gown, fake eyeglasses and a stethoscope dangling around his neck. The man smiled genuinely at the small brunette before squatting down on the same level as him.

“Smoking is definitely prohibited in our school, Hiroto. Not because the school chairman and the other school stuff are your relatives doesn’t mean you can go off against the school rules and regulation without being punished. Besides, as the school’s doctor, I’ll remind you once again that smoking is very dangerous for your health.” The taller man scolded as he snatched the cancer stick away from the small brunette’s lips before placing it on his.

Hiroto glared at the older man and let out a small groan as he scratched the back of his head irritated. He finally stood up and tucked both of his hands inside his pants pockets.

“That’s my cigarette, jiji¹!” Hiroto rolled his eyes and sighed.

“And I know that already! You keep repeating that to me every time we meet.” He retorted as he pursed his lips together.

“Well that’s because you keep doing it, Hiroto-kun and its oji-san², not jiji.” Shinji chuckled and ruffled the smaller man’s hair.

“Oi, stop it! You’re messing up my hair.” Hiroto hissed as he gently swat Shinji’s hand away from his hair and fixing it back.

Shinji chuckled and tucked his hands in his pockets as well, “I’m just here to remind you about the occasion later tonight.”

Hiroto glanced over him and sucked on his lower lip, “I know. The banquet.” He replied.

Shinji nodded and smiled, “Well, you’re always the late one to arrive so Takanori told me to remind you.” He chuckled gently.

“Fine, I know already. I won’t be late.” Hiroto sighed.

“And- Takanori also said to tell you to make Tora attend the banquet this time. Ever since his wife passed away, he never attended any single get together of our family.” Shinji frowned.

Hiroto bit his lower lip a little and leaned his back on the concrete behind them again, “I’ll try- but I can’t assure you I’d be able to succeed in persuading him to come.”

Shinji nodded and smiled, “Ask help from your cousins.” He smiled.

“-Do whatever it takes to make Tora come!-” Shinji quoted as he imitated the way Takanori said those words and laughed.

“You don’t have to imitate the way Ruki-jisan had said it, I get the image.” Hiroto groaned.

Shinji pouted a little and chuckled, leaning his back on the concrete as well. “Well, that’s good but no need to be so grumpy about it.” He whined childishly as he poked a finger on Hiroto’s cheek.

Hiroto hissed and jerked his face away from Shinji’s finger, “Come on, you act like a kid jiji. I get it already.” He whined back.

Shinji smiled and nodded, “Okay then, oh…how is your little girlfriend by the way?” he asked.

Hiroto quirked an eyebrow up at him, “Little girlfriend?” he asked back trying desperately to understand what Shinji meant.

“You know…that girl named- Murai…uh- Murai Tsukino?” Shinji replied.

Hiroto twitched at the name Shinji gave him as an answer. He smirked and gave him a deadly glared. His eyes burning with irritation and Shinji knew then that he have to leave or else he’ll be in great trouble. Hiroto’s glare gave him a feeling that he just dug his own grave.

“Ah! Look what time it is already!” Shinji exclaimed, laughing nervously as he glance at his wristwatch.

“Time does pass by so quickly now days, huh? Well lunch break is over; I got to run back to the infirmary now. See you later~” he quickly patter Hiroto on the head and scurried away.

Hiroto sighed and shook his head. “Do whatever it takes to make Tora come, huh?” he muttered under his breath as he brushed a hand across his brunette locks with his other hand still in his pockets.

“Why is Shinji-jisan scampering away like that?” Reita wondered as he walked over Hiroto.

The brunette shrugged, “Mm, he said he has to go back to the infirmary.” Hiroto replied lazily with a small yawn.

Reita nodded and settled himself under the shade as well. Aoi walked in after and waved at Hiroto.

“Tonight’s the banquet right?” Aoi asked as he joined Hiroto and Reita under the shade.

Hiroto nodded and let out a troubled sigh.

“What’s up?” Reita hummed.

“Is something the matter, Pon?” Aoi wondered, glancing over the younger man.

“Well Ruki-jisan wanted me to persuade Tora-kun to attend the banquet tonight.” Hiroto replied with a frown.

“Tora. He wouldn’t listen to anyone-” Aoi hummed.

Reita sighed and looked up at the sky, “I think it would be impossible. You’re the youngest in our clan; he will never listen to you.”

Hiroto chuckled and glanced over them, “Who said I’m doing it alone?” a sly smile painted across his cute face.

Aoi and Reita eyed him with confusion painted across their faces, “What do you mean, Pon?” Aoi then asked.

Hiroto pulled himself away from the concrete he was once leaning onto and stepped out under the heat of the sun. He leaned over the metal railings surrounding the rooftop and felt the breeze blow on his face. Aoi and Reita kept themselves safe from the burning sun under the shades as they watched Hiroto with a confused look painted on their faces.

“Well, Ruki-jisan said to do whatever it takes to make Tora-kun come to the gathering…and Shinji-jiji said I should ask help from you guys~ so, that makes the two of you involved in here too.” Hiroto chuckled and faced them with a wide grin plastered on his face.

“Ugh, I knew it.” Reita sighed and leaned his head back on the concrete.

Aoi laughed and patted Reita’s head lightly, “It’ll be fun ne? It means we can use our powers on Tora-kun.” He chuckled.

Reita grinned at the thought, “Yosh! Count us in, Pon.” He exclaimed excitedly.

Hiroto chuckled and nodded, “We should go visit Saga-kun later after school, he’ll be a big help.” He smiled. Aoi and Reita nodded in agreement.

“Well, we should all go back to our classes for now. Let’s meet by the school gate once the classes are over.” Aoi smiled back at Hiroto and waved at him before walking off.

“See yah later Pon~” Reita waved as well and trailed off after Aoi.

“See yah~” Hiroto smiled and waved at them, he lifted his chin up and smiled at the bright sky.

“For some reasons…I feel…happy-“he hummed and tucked his hands into his pockets before deciding to go back to his classroom as well. He walked down the hallway, scratching the back of his head lazily as he let out a small yawn while watching the other students run just to get in class before their teachers could. He shook his head as he slid the door at the back of their classroom open.

As he took a step in, he noticed everyone looking at him and so he looked back at them as well, confused before looking up to see someone standing in front of the classroom.

“You’re late again, Ogata-kun~” a man with golden brown locks and slender figure standing on the flat form in front of the class greeted him with a warm smile.

He looked down embarrassedly and bowed deeply at the man, “I’m sorry Yamaguchi-sensei. I lost track of the time.” He apologized.

“Again? Can’t you think of a new excuse?” a girl with a black stylish, shoulder length hair with streaks of dark red lowlights murmured on her seat. Her soft voice was loud enough for Hiroto to hear.

Hiroto glared at her and huffed, “Shut up, idiot and mind your own business.” He hissed under his breath as he made his way to his seat near the window.

The girl glared back at him and hissed as well, “Stop calling me that you jerk!” she growled softly as she rolled her eyes at him.

“Now, now don’t fight anymore, you two.” Yamaguchi Masao, their literature and English teacher called out to the two of them.

Mao smiled gently and watched the two, “It always intrigued me, though. Why don’t you and Ogata-kun agree with each other? You always fight. Makes me wonder if there is something special going on between you two?” he chuckled as he looked over the girl sitting a seat away from Hiroto and back to the boy by the window.

Hiroto and Tsukino’s eyes widened as their ears twitched at their teacher’s words. They slammed their hands on their desks and pushed themselves off their seats, glaring irritated at Mao. “NO WAY IN HELL!” they both exclaimed.

“Oi! Stop copying me, otemba³!” Hiroto called out as he glared annoyed at her.

Tsukino glared back at him and gritted her teeth angrily, “I’m not copying you, you woman hater!”

Mao and the whole class burst out laughing; Hiroto and Tsukino looked at them confusedly.

“Ah, that’s always a good way to make the class lively now doesn’t it?” Mao snickered.

“It’s not funny!” they growled in synch once again sending the whole class giggling and cooing at them more.

“Don’t they look cute together, Mao-sensei?” one of their classmates giggled behind them and they both glared angrily at her before huffing and sitting back on their seats embarrassedly, and as usual, they did it at the same time as well. They crossed their arms together as Hiroto looked outside the window, cursing and murmuring to himself while Tsukino looked down on her desk and started scribbling funny faces on her notebook as she puffed her cheeks in frustration.

Mao chuckled at Hiroto and Tsukino’s reactions before he turned his gaze down on his book and hummed, “Okay, that’s enough~ let’s start the class now, okay?” he smiled sweetly at his students before turning to write on the blackboard.

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“Okay~ that’ll be all for now. Class dismissed!” Mao chirped happily, the other students started leaving the classroom while Tsukino gathered her things and shoved them carefully in her book bag. On the other hand, Hiroto was soundly asleep on his desk. Mao shook his head and walked over the sleeping man, poking his arm gently but the other didn’t even squirm. Mao sighed and looked over Tsukino.

“Is he still alive?” Mao asked innocently as he kept poking Hiroto’s arm.

Tsukino frowned and looked over, “He’s just asleep Mao-sensei. Poking him won’t wake that jerk up. Don’t worry about him so much.” She hummed before taking her book bag with her. She bowed at him before heading out to the door.

“Ah! Tsukino-chan, wait! You can’t just leave him here like this, right?” Mao pouted.

Tsukino stared at Mao and sighed, “Fine. I’ll wake him up.”

Mao grinned happily and nodded, “Well then, I’ll take my leave now. I’ll leave him to your care, ne Tsukino-chan~” Mao chirped happily before walking away, leaving her alone in the room with a snoring Hiroto.

Tsukino rolled her eyes and sighed, “What a weird teacher.” She shook her head before walking over Hiroto’s desk. She stared at him quietly before leaning down to see if he was really asleep.

“Eww, I think he’s drooling.” She shivered before poking the other’s arm carefully.

“Ugh! Why am I stuck with this idiot?” she groaned before kicking Hiroto’s desk as hard as she could.

“ITE!” Hiroto groaned, holding on his throbbing head as he lifted it up from his desk. He quickly looked up to see who kicked his desk and found Tsukino grinning mischievously.

“Its dismissal already you sleepy head- get your lazy ass going!” she chuckled.

Hiroto sighed and hissed angrily at her, “Why the fuck did you kick the desk? You could’ve woken me up properly!” he growled.

“I tried but you were in a very deep slumber that it almost seemed you’re dead already. Didn’t you know Mao-sensei was worried? He tried waking you up too but you won’t budge so I thought maybe kicking the desk would work and look! It did!” she giggled and grinned widely at him.

“I’ll kill you!” Hiroto hissed as he rubbed his throbbing forehead. He let out an exhausted groan before grabbing his book bag and standing up from his seat.

Tsukino watched him carefully, “Going home?” she asked as she followed him out of the classroom like a puppy following her master.

Hiroto twitched as he scratched the back of his head, “None of your business, leave me alone.” He simply replied as he massaged the back of his neck.

Tsukino just kept quiet and followed him. Hiroto stopped and stared at her, “Stop following me.” He groaned as he continued to walk off.

Tsukino stopped when he stopped and trailed off after him when he started walking again. Hiroto sighed and quicken his pace and Tsukino did so as well. Hiroto tightened his grip on his book bag as he tried not to burst. She was seriously annoying the hell out of him.

“You better stop.” He mumbled.

“What?” she asked innocently as she continued to follow him, humming to herself. Hiroto stopped and glared at her.

“What the hell do you want with me?” he asked as he looked into her yellow green eyes that changed its color when light hits them. No matter how hard he tried, he just can’t seem to read or understand what’s going on her mind. Tsukino just stared back at him and blinked as he stared deep into her eyes. Her face was blank and she seemed to be waiting for Hiroto to tell her something.

Hiroto started to feel nervous as she stared at him, “Stop it! Don’t look at me like that!” he hissed and turned away from her but she just kept looking at him.

“What do you want, Tsukino?” he asked again, trying to be as calm as possible. Maybe, just maybe she’ll finally talk. Tsukino smiled and giggled to herself, Hiroto looked back and quirked an eyebrow at her.

“What’s funny?” he wondered.

“You called me Tsukino.” She replied.

“What?” Hiroto asked confusedly.

“You called me by my first name~ for the first time!” she exclaimed. Hiroto rolled his eyes at her and sighed.

“So?” Hiroto tilted his head as he tucked a hand in his pants’ pocket.

“Mm- nothing, I just find it amusing.” She chuckled.

“Anyways, wouldn’t you thank me for waking you up?” She asked.

“Gah! You’ve been following me around just for that?” he cried out and Tsukino just nodded.

“What else should I be following you around?” she asked innocently.

Hiroto wanted to hit her but kept himself composed, “You know, you’re such an annoying girl! Why the hell didn’t you tell me that earlier? I KEPT ASKING YOU WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!?” he cried out and she just shrugged.

“I forgot but I thought you said I’m an otemba?” she tilted her head to the side as she pointed her index finger back to herself.

“Ugh! I don’t want to talk to you! I’m just wasting my time talking to an idiot.” Hiroto hissed and walked off.

Tsukino pouted but then smiled, “See you tomorrow Hiroto-kun~” she waved happily at him and he hissed as he quickly walked to the school gate where Reita and Aoi are waiting for him.

“Yoh~ you’re late!” Reita chuckled.

“Gomen⁴, gomen⁴, I got stuck with an idiot.” Hiroto sighed.

Aoi chuckled as he played with a flower by the school’s gate. “By any chance, is that idiot you’re talking about is a girl who happened to be in the same class as you?” he wondered as he looked up at Hiroto, the flower climbed up Aoi’s arm.

“Yeah.” He replied with a small nod, “And you shouldn’t do that.” He continued.

“Pon’s right, Aoi-kun. We don't want anyone knowing about us.” Reita hummed and Aoi quickly stopped manipulating the flower.

“I’m sorry; I got carried away with the flower’s beauty.” Aoi sighed and glanced down the now still flower by the plant box.

“Ah! Ichiki-sensei~ Ninomiya-sensei, Are you guys going home now?” Tsukino called out happily, Aki and Shinji looked up and saw Tsukino running towards them. Aoi, Reita and Hiroto heard the commotion and looked up as well.

Hiroto sighed and hissed as he saw Tsukino, “Speak of the idiot-“he groaned.

Aoi giggled and patted him lightly on the back.

“Ah~ Tsukino-san, yes…we are about to go home. How about you?” Aki greeted and asked her back with a warm smile on his calm face.

Tsukino nodded and bowed at them, “I’m going ahead now then, sensei. See you tomorrow~” she chirped before waving at them and heading off.

“Bye~ Take care!” Shinji called out as he waved at her happily as well.

Tsukino stopped and glanced over Hiroto who was by the school gate and bowed at them, “See you tomorrow, Aoi-sempai, Reita-sempai.” She smiled and left.

“See yah~” Aoi and Reita smiled back and watched her leave.

“Tsk, she didn’t even notice me.” Hiroto sighed.

“What’s wrong? I thought you hate her?” Shinji snickered.

“Nothing! And I do!” Hiroto groaned.

“Where are you heading to?” Aki asked.

“We’re going to visit Saga and ask him to help us with Tora.” Reita replied.

Aki remained silent and nodded, “I’ll go ahead now then. Take care; see you guys later at the banquet.” He waved and walked off.

“Mou! Aki! Wait for me!” Shinji called out, bowed at them before running after Aki.

“You’re so loud Shinji!” Aki scolded as he shrugged him off him.

Reita chuckled and turned to Aoi and Hiroto, “So, are we going now?” he asked.

“Yeah- we should.” Aoi smiled and walked off with them.

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“Saga-kun.” A soft whisper echoed gently against his ears.

“Saga-kun!” the voice became louder and he flinched a little, still keeping his head buried in his arms. A soft groan crawling out of his lips.

Shizuka sighed and shook her head as she sat back on her seat, glancing at their professor who was now glaring angrily at her seatmate who seemed to be in a deep slumber already. Shizuka quickly nudged gently but frantically with her elbow when she saw their teacher walking up to where they are.

“Idiot, wake up!” she groaned however, Saga kept asleep and finally, their teacher was standing right in front of them. Shizuka sighed and looked away as their teacher glared at Saga, she could imagine their teacher’s face and eyes becoming bright red while smoke gust out of his ears and nose in anger.

‘Oh geez, he’s so mad.’ She thought as she held a hand on her forehead not wanting to see what their teacher is going to do with Saga.

Their teacher sighed and shook his head, “Sakamoto!” he called out as he gently shook the limp form in front of him.

“Nn-” Saga groaned and cringed when their teacher shook him.

The teacher hissed and hit the back of Saga’s head hard with the thick book in his hand. “Didn’t I tell you not to sleep in my class?” he growled and glared as the once limp form glared back at him.

Saga sighed as he rubbed the back of his head, his classmates murmuring and watching his not so new scenes with their Math teacher. He looked over Shizuka who was looking the other way; he gently nudged her and leaned her head on his shoulder before letting out a small yawn.

“Why didn’t you wake me up?” he whispered as he watched their teacher walk back in front and onto the flat form.

Shizuka gasped softly when she felt the nudged followed by Saga’s head on her shoulder; she quickly looked at him with a faint blush painted all over her face as she bit her lip gently.

“I did so! You were just so stupid you didn’t even notice I did.” She pouted cutely as she continued to take down notes, letting the other rest his head on her shoulder.

Saga hummed and nodded a little, eyes closed as he slowly started to fall asleep again. Shizuka looked at him when he didn’t yell at her for calling him stupid and found him sleeping soundly on her shoulder again. She sighed and shook her head, ‘I really wanted you to sleep like that on my shoulder but I'd rather not see you be in detention later.’ She thought to herself before jerking her shoulder making Saga’s head fall onto the desk.

“ITE!!!” Saga groaned as he stood up from his seat, holding on his throbbing forehead, he glared at Shizuka.

“What did you do that for?” he hissed and Shizuka just smiled at him and pointed at their teacher who was glaring at Saga angrily again. Saga looked down and let out a sigh before sitting back down on his seat and trying his best not to fall asleep again. Shizuka giggled at him and continued to listen and take down notes.

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“We’re going ahead now~” three girls called out at her as they head out of the door.

“Okay, bye~” Shizuka waved gently at her friends as she continued to pack her things in her bag. She looked over Saga who was cleaning the whole classroom as a punishment for interrupting the class twice. She chuckled a little and went over to help him.

Saga looked over her and blinked, “What are you doing?” he asked.

“Helping you. What else do you think am I doing?” she asked back and flashed a wide smile at him.

“You don’t have to- I can do it myself.” He groaned and continued to erase the blackboard.

“But I want to~ It’ll make you finish quicker.” She smiled as she started to sweep the floor.

Saga sighed and shrugged at her, “If you insist.” He smiled gently and finished the rest of the work.

“Knock, knock~” three men in high school uniforms came in, a grin plastered on their faces. Shizuka and Saga looked up at them.

“What are you guys doing here?” Saga asked quirking an eyebrow at the three men as he dusted his clothes and hands off.

Hiroto chuckled and sat on top of the teacher’s desk. “Why? Are we interrupting anything?” he wondered, winking a little at Shizuka who was staring curiously at them.

“Ee? No, you’re not interrupting anything at all- I was just helping Saga-kun finish the cleaning, I’m actually done and I’m about to leave.” Shizuka replied in a panic.

Saga sighed and rolled his eyes at his cousins, “Don’t worry about them Shizuka, but thanks for the help. I really appreciate it.” He smiled.

Shizuka nodded and smiled back at him as she set the broom and dust pan aside before grabbing her bag and bowing at them. “I’ll go ahead now then~ see you.” She waved before dashing out of the room.

“She’s pretty cute~ is she your girlfriend?” Reita asked, chuckling a little as he leaned his back on the door’s frame while watching Shizuka disappear in the hallway.

“No- she’s not.” Saga simply replied as he went over his and Shizuka’s desk to grab his bag.

“Is that so? She seems nice though.” Aoi hummed as he leaned on the other side of the door’s frame and tucking his hands inside his pants’ pockets.

Hiroto nodded and swung his feet back and fort as it dangled down the teacher’s desk he was sitting on. “Yeah- Aoi-kun is right. I thought you’re a sex god? Why haven’t you won her over yet?” he asked, tilting his head at him a little. A sly grin plastered on his face.

“That’s because I don’t want to. One, because she’s not my type and two, it’s because she’s a close friend.” He replied.

“Anyways, why are you three here? If it’s to remind me about the banquet well you can go home now. I didn’t forgot about it.” He continued as he head towards the door.

“Well, it’s related to the banquet, yes.” Aoi nodded and smirked at him.

“We need your help.” Reita added.

“My help?” Saga asked quirking an eyebrow intrigued at Aoi and Reita who were both standing by the door.

“Yeah, you know Tora-kun never goes to the banquet ever since his wife passed away, right? Well Ruki-jisan wanted us to get him to come by any means necessary and so- we have to use force on him. We need you to help us because we know you’ll be a great help.” Hiroto replied as he got off the desk and walked over to Saga’s side.

Saga looked over at him and nodded, “Fine. If that’s what Ruki-jisan ordered then I guess I can’t say no. Do you have a plan at all?” he wondered.

“A plan…?” Aoi blinked as he tapped his lips.

“Can’t we just pounce on him, tie him up and drag him with us?” Reita asked innocently.

“That won’t work. He’ll kill us all-” Hiroto shook his head and sighed.

“What do you think should we do then, Saga-kun?” Hiroto wondered, looking up at the taller man.

Saga shrugged and sighed, “I don’t know but we can’t just go there without a plan. We’ll end up digging our own graves.” He replied.

Aoi chuckled and patted his shoulder, “I’ve got a plan.” He smirked.

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Jiji¹- is a rude way of calling an older person. It is derived from ojiisan meaning old man.

Jisan/ojisan²- literally means uncle or grandfather but in this case, we’re using it as uncle.

Otemba³-a Japanese slang meaning tomboy.

Gomen⁴-is an informal way of saying sorry, derived from the word Gomenasai which is the formal way of saying ‘I’m sorry.’

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To be continued

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~> Chapter 2: The Banquet [Part 2] <~
Credits to: star_jrock for the chapter banner~

One-shot fic: Memories

2009-10-27T15:42:35Z

Author: Baka Anjii

Title: Memories

Chapters: 1/1

Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Tragedy

Ratings: T

Band/Artist: SiD and Alice Nine

Pairings: Aki x Anela (OFC)

Characters: Ichiki Akihito, Kohara Shou

Synopsis: What if a disease slowly take every thing away from you and you can’t do anything but sit and watch the world change before you helplessly as time pass by and as you slowly forget everything day by day, waiting for the final hour to come until your life finally end leaving the one you love behind in anguish.

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fic but I do own the plot, the original female character and the whole story, this is a fanfiction written for entertainment. Neither harm nor copyright infringement intended.

Comments: Do enjoy the fic and comments are highly appreciated so please do drop some after reading~ <3 For Neenee~datenshi_aoi

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The cold, poignant rain poured heavily outside the window and each rain drop that hit against the pane seemed so heavy that it made a not so soft thud against the glass. I let out a soft sigh as I sat on the windowsill, watching everything outside get soaked by the cold rain. My breath hit the glass pane before me making it misty. A small faint smile spread across my calm façade as I lifted a finger and drew it across the moisten glass. “Cute~” I hummed carefully as a smiling face appeared before me in the glass pane and like every thing that seem so good for us humans; it slowly wilted away like my memories. So nostalgic.

A sigh escaped my quivering lips as it vanished completely before my eyes, I averted my gaze back outside, watching the puddle on the ground outside ripple and splash as the heavy raindrops hit its water. Somewhere by the bushes, a butterfly fluttered its wings desperately trying to escape the ominous downpour however; it’ll falter once a raindrop hit its pretty yet frail wings. It’s a pity to see such a beauty strain for its life so dreadfully while I sat there and watched the world change before me, waiting for every bit of my precious memory be taken away by this disease that had struck me.

Everyday I wake up with a pounding headache and tears dried up on my cheeks and the next thing I knew, another memory was stolen away from me. Everyday I grow weaker as time slowly stole my life away along with my memories. I can’t do anything to make things better for me and everyday; I try to make a new memory with everyone dear to me using a camera to capture memories in a picture instead of my brain.

Maybe, just maybe through this I won’t be able to forget however, fate is just too cruel. I can’t remember who those people smiling in that photograph with me are anymore. I don’t know what happiness and sadness are anymore, anyways. They all are strangers to me now. I can’t even recognize myself anymore. Every time I’ll look at my reflection in the mirror, I’d wonder who that girl in front of me is.

My heart withered painfully as each memory vanish without me knowing it, the smiles on the faces of the people that were so dear to me fade as well along with my memories and those sweet smiles were replaced with hot tears. The next morning I’ll forget how to smile and then the next, I don’t know how to cry anymore making me I wonder when will I forget how to breathe.

The door creaked open and silhouette of a tall man appeared, I squinted my eyes just a little to see the figure clearly and finally, the man walked closer. He was frowning, eyes glistening with anguish. I frowned as well as I watched him kneel before me.

“What’s wrong?” I asked gently, my eyes watching his beautiful saddened visage. He seemed so perfect, like an angel in disguise. I wonder why he’s so sad.

The man placed his hands on mine, they were warm and they felt good on my cold skin. He forced a fake smile and looked up at me. I can tell he’s holding back the tears that were welling up his saddened eyes. He gently shook his head and let out a pained sigh.

“How are you?” he asked softly.

“I’m fine.” I replied with a smile, “And you?” I asked back.

“I’m…fine too.” He replied as well, uncertainty clear in his shaking voice. He then stood up and sat beside me on the windowsill as he kept his hands around mine.

“Do you still remember me then?” he asked, his tone hopeful. I can sense the strong will in his deep voice though it fractured as he tried his hardest to pronounce each word right.

I shook my head and kept my gaze on him, “No.” I plainly replied, “Who are you?” I asked, tilting my head a bit to the side and finally, he can’t hold back his tears anymore and it streamed down feverishly on his flushed cheeks. I reached a hand to wipe it against one side of his face however, the tears kept streaming out of his eyes. I frowned and looked back outside the window.

“Do we know each other before?” I asked quietly and he just nodded in reply.

“Are we close?” I asked again as I kept my eyes pinned to the outside of the window.

“Yeah.” He replied silently, “I’m your boyfriend, Nela. It’s me Aki.” He continued, his grip on my hand tightening as his tears seemed to flow heavier as each second pass by.

I finally faced him, staring at his face and trying desperately to remember but to no avail. My head started to hurt again and I quickly pulled my hands away from his to clasp on my painfully throbbing head. It hurts. It hurts a lot.

“Nela? Nela, what’s wrong?” he panicked as I kept holding on my head, gripping it tightly as if doing so would take the splitting pain away. My head felt like it’s being hammered hardly.

“M-my head.” I struggled the words out.

“I’ll call Shou, I’ll be right back!” he stood up and ran out, screaming and calling out for help.

I watched his figure fade away behind the wooden door of my room as my visions started to blur until it became completely blank. I felt my body hitting the hard carpeted floor of my room as I heard the thud of my head hitting on it as well. I heard footsteps getting closer and familiar voices of two men calling out frantically at me, shaking my limp body. I tried opening my eyes but it kept lidded and finally, the voices vanished as well.

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“Hasn’t she woken up yet?” Shou asked as he stared at his younger that was sister lying on the hospital bed limply.

Aki shook his head sadly as he held on his girlfriend’s hand with an IV was injected on the back of her hand. “No, she hasn’t yet.” He muttered quietly, brushing her hair gently with his other hand.

Shou nodded and leaned his back on the wall, watching the two quietly and trying his best not to cry despite knowing the cruel fate of his poor sister.

“What did the doctor said?” Aki suddenly asked.

Shou’s eyes wandered to the ground as he remained silent for a while. “…the tumor had already taken over her brain- they can’t do anything about it anymore. T-they said…it’s only a matter of time before…before she leaves us.” Shou’s voice shattered along with his heart.

“NO! That’s a fucking lie Shou! NO!” Aki yelled, standing up from his seat and glaring angrily at Shou as his tears started to stream out of his eyes again.

Shou shook his head and frowned, “It’s true Aki. I know it’s hard! I love my sister so much and it hurts a lot more for me to lose her but do you think she’ll be able to die peacefully if you act like this? Grow up Aki! You need to be strong!” Shou yelled back.

“I’m sorry Aki but we have to accept this.” Shou continued as his tears started streaming down his eyes as well.

Aki grabbed Shou by his shirt’s collar and glared at him while he cried his shattered heart out. “I…I can’t accept that Shou! Never! I don’t want her to die! I DON’T!” he cried out.

“A-Aki?” a faint voice called out behind him. Aki quickly turned around and found Anela watching them weakly. She lifted a hand out to him before forcing her lips into a faint smile.

“N-Nela! Nela, you remember me?” he asked as he quickly drew himself to her side, holding her hand carefully.

She nodded a little, “You told me your name a while ago, right? I don’t know when I’ll forget it so I’m going to call your name while I still can.” She hummed softly, a tear falling out of her eye.

“Aki…” she mumbled as she closed her eyes gently.

“Autumn.” She continued as her tears flood out more, “I feel numb.” She muttered in between her tears. Shou just watched quietly as he cried, hand curling into fists as he bit his lip while Aki listened carefully at her every word.

“My heart is hurting though.” She frowned, “It hurts but the rest of my body feels so numb.”

“Nela.” Aki called out as he kissed her forehead, “I love you! I love you Nela.” He cried out, holding tightly on her hand.

Anela smiled gently and nodded, “I know. I can feel it.” she replied.

“I love you too. I somehow remember that at least. My heart remembers you clearly however my mind seems to remember you vaguely.” She explained.

“I remember…when you smile, I can’t help but smile too.” She hummed and opened her eyes before glancing over him.

“So…please smile for me again. I want to see.” She muttered weakly.

Aki bit his lip and nodded, taking a deep breathe before smiling sweetly at her. Anela smiled back at him, “Thank you.” She mouthed carefully before she turned her gaze over her brother.

“You’re…my brother right? I don’t remember your name but I recognize you as my brother.” She mumbled and Shou nodded at her.

“Yes, I’m Shou, Anela.” He replied.

Anela smiled and nodded, “Shou- you shouldn’t cry~ don’t you always tell me crying is for weak people only?” she giggled softly.

Shou’s tears just seemed to burst out harder at his sister’s words, “Don’t say that, idiot.” He hissed and looked away. She giggled again and closed her eyes again.

“I…I’ll remember- with my heart.” She hummed before the heart rate monitor went off and a loud beeping sound echoed in the room.

“N-Nela! No! Please! No!” Aki cried out as he shook her gently.

“Aki! Stop it!” Shou yelled as he fell on the couch behind Aki, burying his face in his hands.

“Shaking her won’t bring her back to life.” He cried out.

Aki grasped her in his arms and buried his face on her neck as he cried. “I love you.” He cried out as he rocked her.

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-owari-

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Master Post: Blood-Holic

2009-10-25T07:56:31Z

Author: Baka Anjii [pi_no_tsuma]

Title: Blood-Holic

Chapters: 1/?

Genre: Fantasy, Mystery, Romance, Humor and AU

Ratings: T

Band/Artist: Alice Nine, the Gazette, SiD

Pairings: Aki x Murai Misaki, Saga x Murai Misaki, Uruha x Kohara Ayame/Asami, Tora x Kohara Ayame/Asami and Hiroto x Murai Yuri and Saga x Kitamono Shizuka

Characters: Alice Nine, the Gazette, SiD

Synopsis: It all started hundreds of years ago from a cursed family in France. Read the prologue to know more about the plot of the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fic but I do own the plot, the original female characters and the whole story, this is a fanfiction written for entertainment. No harm is intended and no copyright infringement was intended.

Comments: Do enjoy the fic and comments are highly appreciated so please do drop some after reading~ <3 For Aki-chan langzhen, Neenee datenshi_aoi, star_jrock and to all Jrock fans out there! : D Credits to the awesome Rayna for the idea for a school’s name and the awesome vampire history<3 ILY! AND Credits to whitefoxbuns for the awesome fanfic poster!!!!<3

·          Prologue
·          Chapter 1: The Banquet [Part 1]
·          Chapter 2: The Banquet [Part 2] ~> coming soon :’D

Multi-chapter: Blood-Holic

2009-10-25T07:45:07Z

Author: Baka Anjii [pi_no_tsuma]

Title: Blood-Holic

Chapters: 1/?

Genre: Fantasy, Mystery, Romance, Humor and AU

Ratings: T

Band/Artist: Alice Nine, the Gazette, SiD

Pairings: Aki x Murai Misaki, Saga x Murai Misaki, Uruha x Kohara Ayame/Asami, Tora x Kohara Ayame/Asami and Hiroto x Murai Yuri and Saga x Kitamono Shizuka

Characters: Alice Nine, the Gazette, SiD
Synopsis: It all started hundreds of years ago from a cursed family in France. Read the prologue to know more about the plot of the story.

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Prologue:

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He stood there by the shoji window, not stepping foot on the balcony as he watched the heavy downpour of the cold rain outside. The wind blew frigidly inside their huge traditional Japanese house and he was sure his wife, who was sewing that time inside their room, had felt it too. He shivered as the cold hit his exposed shoulder. He kept his stare at the small pond outside wondering if the kois living in there are feeling the same cold he was feeling as well. He lifted a hand and brushed it on his gold locks, a faint smile painted across his calm façade. He suddenly longed for his wife’s warmth. He let out a soft sigh, feeling his wife’s small stares piercing his back however; he kept himself occupied with the thoughts that have been plaguing his mind for a while now.

Finally, his wife stopped what she was doing and stared at him quietly. She smiled a little as she set the fabric and the needle aside before standing up from the futon she had been sitting on and walking behind him. She gently wrapped her arms around his thin waist as she leaned her head on his exposed shoulder. The smooth texture of the fabric of her husband’s black and gold kimono felt so good on her skin. She hummed softly and closed her eyes as she kept him in her arms.

“Feeling cold?” she asked in a soft coo.

He smiled and nodded just barely as he placed his cold hands over her warm ones. The warmth of her small body felt so good on his, he wished she could just stay like that forever. His grip on her hands tightening a little as he closed his eyes and just feeling her warm breath on the freezing skin on his neck. He hummed as well, chuckling a little.

“Is it too wistful?” he asked, tilting his head just a little to see her pretty face. He couldn’t help but to place a gentle kiss on her forehead as he pulled her in front of him before tugging him in his arms. He hummed contently as he buried his face on her neck and almost clinging to her petite frame.

She gasped lightly at the sudden actions of her husband but smiled sweetly as she wrapped her arms around him protectively and carefully soothing his back with her gentle hands. She shook her head and closed her eyes, making a small noise of disagreement.

“No.” she hummed, “It’s not, though I can tell something is bothering you.” She continued and he pulled away from her, casting his gaze down on the tatami floor. She frowned and leaned her back on the window’s frame, her own kimono fluttering along with the wind as well as her long black hair. She tucked one side of her hair behind her ear as she tilted her head to the side to watch the downpour with a faint smile painted across her pretty face, waiting for her husband to talk and open up to her.

He looked up and watched her before turning his gaze outside as well. He let out a soft sigh as he leaned his side on the other window’s frame. He held a hand up his head and leaned it on the wooden frame of the window he was leaning on to.

“Don’t you ever wonder why we became like this?” he asked softly as he glanced up at her with a small sad smile on his face.

She looked over him, a hand resting by her ear as the wind blew frigidly on them again. She smiled a little and looked back outside.

“Of course I do.” She mouthed carefully, “but it doesn’t matter that much to me anyway, so I don’t ask.” She continued in a soft hum.

He smiled gently at her as he took her hand into his. “Would you like to know then?” he asked.

She looked up at him and smiled as he took her hand, “If you want to tell me about it then go on~” she hummed in reply.

He nodded gently and looked up at the heavy dark clouds. “It all started hundreds of years ago in France. A noble family who had been too greedy and egotistical because of their riches was cursed. Before though, when they were just starting to become rich, they were very kind and helpful towards other people but when they became too rich, they started to change. They barely go out of their house in the fear that they’d be harmed by the poor people in the streets of France, thus their skins became pale. Nevertheless, they still think they're the most gorgeous humans living in the whole world and the look down on people who are not rich like them. They’d been so self-centered and became so obsessed with the authority and power they have over the people in France because they are rich to the point they’d abused it. One day, an old woman came to their mansion to ask for help however, they just mocked her and pushed her away like she was some kind of a stray animal, they treated her badly and what they didn’t know was that she’s an enchantress and so she cursed them.” He chuckled.

“She cursed them as vampires?” she wondered.

He nodded and smiled, “She cursed us as vampires. I think that’s because our ancestors were so pale.” He laughed.

“It still doesn’t make sense though, why a vampire?” she asked confusedly as she swing their hands lightly along the wind.

“I think it’s because of our ancestor’s greediness and egotistical demeanor. She made us lust for blood and to live alone by it for eternity. Without it we’ll die no matter how much healthy food we take in, we’ll eventually wither like a beautiful flower dying without water and moisture. She made us depend on human blood alone to make us suffer. No water or any beverage can satisfy our thirst and no food can satisfy our hunger but blood alone. She made us live for eternity in despair, regret and pain. Despite the awful curse, we attained some kind of a gift just like for example our special abilities and our looks however, it’s still a curse no matter how you look at it. People hated us because we live off of them. To humans, we are parasites thus why we became discrete in order not to be killed because even if we may be monsters, we still have lives and despite the awful truth, we still want to live normally like you humans do and luckily we were able to survive. That’s why…I am able to meet you.” He smiled and held on her hand tightly.

She smiled back at him and nodded, walking closer to him and wrapping her other hand around his neck and hugging him. “Thank you for telling me, Takanori-kun.” She hummed.

He smiled and kissed her gently on the lips. “Thank you for listening to me.” He hummed as he hugged her protectively in his arms.

“I love you, Takanori. I'll be with you. Forever. I'm here and I won't leave you, I promise. You won’t be alone anymore so don’t be look so sad. It makes me sad when I see you sad, it pains me.I don’t like seeing you frown so please smile for me, ne?” she cooed as she buried her face on his tender chest, listening carefully to his faint heartbeat.

“I know. I know. I love you too, Tsukino.” He smiled and kissed the top of her head.

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One-Shot: [JinDa] Reset

2009-10-22T14:44:12Z

Author: Baka Anjii [ pi_no_tsuma]
Title: Reset
Chapters: 1/1
Genre : Drama, Smut, Romance, Au, Angst
Ratings: R-18
Band/Artist: KAT-TUN
Pairings: JinDa
Characters: Akanishi Jin and Ueda Tatsuya
Synopsis: Akanishi Jin is Ueda Tatsuya’s butler who had secretly liked him ever since they were young. One night Tatsuya arrives home, drunk from a party and something happens between them. The next morning, Tatsuya tells Jin to act normal and like nothing happened. Jin being an obedient butler and since it was his duty to follow Tatsuya’s orders acts cool and normal though inside he was breaking apart.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fic but I do own the plot and story, this is a fanfiction written for entertainment. No harm is intended and no copyright infringement was intended.
Comments: For Hyemin-ah terra_forensis and for all the JinDa fans out there too~ enjoy the fic. <3

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“I’m leaving.” Tatsuya called out.

“Take care and have a great evening sir.” Jin smiled as he hand the older man his jacket.

Tatsuya took it and smiled, “Thank you.” He hummed before putting it on and heading out of the house.

Jin bowed before him and watched him leave. Jin sighed as he loosen his bow tie. He then closed the door and went to his room. Jin bit his lip as he rest his back behind his door as he remove his bow tie, coat and gloves. He set them down by a small table in his room before he unbuttoned some of the upper buttons on his shirt. He let out a low and tired groan before he collapsed on his bed.

He stared blankly on the ceiling as flashbacks of this morning appear at the back of his mind. He shook his head and turned to lie on his stomach. “This is so wrong.” He groaned. He reached to his pocket and pulled his pocket watch out to see the time. It’s 8:15 in the evening. He rolled back on his back and stared at the ceiling once again.

He let out another sigh and placed an arm across his face, “I wonder what time will he come back.” He wondered exhaustedly.

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Jin tried everything for him to be able to fall asleep however, to his dismay, nothing worked at all. He just couldn’t fall asleep worrying about his master. He bit down on his lip hard and glanced at the clock in his bedside table. It’s 1:04 in the morning and still, Tatsuya wasn’t home. He felt his heart pound hardly against his chest as he sat up from his bed. He sighed as he held a hand on his stomach that seemed to tighten into a knot making him feel like throwing up from the overflowing feeling of anxiousness and misery.

He just can’t stand not seeing Tatsuya around. Thoughts of him being in danger and such plagued his mind making it uneasy for him. He stood up and decided to take a walk outside by the front gate and wait for Tatsuya to arrive home. He walked back and fort, the tight knot in his stomach seemed to tighten up more as time pass by. He gasped for air to reach his lungs that seemed to collapse already.

“God, where is he?” he asked himself worriedly. He walked back and fort outside the cold in his white long sleeve button up shirt and his black pants. The sleeves where rolled up to his elbows and the first four buttons were opened revealing some of his chest. His hair a bit untidy from lying on the bed for hours, rolling and switching positions trying to sleep and his eyes deep from exhaustion and stress.

He sighed and hold his head with one hand while the other was prompt up on his waist; he stood there, staring angrily at the front gate. Soon enough a luxurious car stopped in front of the gate. Jin stared at it for a while before tall man came out of the driver’s area. He watched him carefully as the tall man in stylish clothes walked to the passenger’s seat. He opened it and pulled a familiar form out. Jin’s eyes narrowed and he quickly ran to open the gate.

“Tatsuya-sama!” he called out, the tall man looked at him as he held a drunken Tatsuya in his arms. The tall man smiled and bowed a little at him.

“Good evening.” He greeted politely, “You must be Tatsuya-kun’s butler.”

Jin glared at him but then turned his gaze at the half passed out man in his arms. “What did you do to him?” he growled as he snatched him away from his arms.

The tall man chuckled and just let Jin steal Tatsuya away. “He must’ve drunk too much in the party. I apologize. You must’ve been so worried about him.”

Jin scoffed and carried Tatsuya in his arms. Tatsuya groaned and mumbled sleepily. “R-Ryo-kun~ I don’t want to go home yet!”

Jin eyed the man in his arms and sighed, “I’ll handle it from here. Thank you for driving him home safely and sorry for the trouble. Good night.” He bowed a bit at him before gesturing the guards to close the gate and he took Tatsuya off inside with him.

Ryo watched them carefully, chuckling a bit to himself before he drove off.

Jin walked inside and carried Tatsuya to his room. Tatsuya kept wiggling and struggling out of his grasp. Jin grew tired of his struggling and set him down right outside his door. “What’s wrong with you? Why are you so drunk?” Jin asked in an angry tone at him.

Tatsuya looked at him vaguely, his mind fogged up from all the alcohol he had drunk at the party. He smirked a little and poked Jin’s bare chest. “I’m home, Jin-kun~” he cooed intoxicated.

Jin blushed but looked away, groaning as he sniffed the smell of the alcohol from Tatsuya’s breath. “Stop it! You stink! What the hell is wrong with you? Do you know what time is it now? Do you know how worried I was? And who was that man back there, huh? Geez! You’re such an idiot!” he growled under his breathe as he watched him from the corner of his eyes.

The smirk on Tatsuya’s face faded when Jin started yelling at him. He narrowed his eyes at him and poked his bare chest once again, this time harder. Jin hissed and glared down at him. “What is wrong with you?” he asked back groggily.

He glared at the taller man and kept prodding on his bare chest until he his back hit the wall across his room’s door. Jin just eyed him angrily. “Why do you act like you’re my father?” Tatsuya asked, smirking a bit.

“Oh no, wait. I mean…why are you acting as if you’re my boyfriend?” he hummed with a mischievous tone in it.

Jin scoffed and shoved his hand away from his chest. “I’m your butler. It’s my duty to watch over you and if something bad happens to you, I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself.” He replied however, besides that fact, he was in love with him that’s why he was so worked up with all these.

Tatsuya’s smirk widen, “Is that so?” he hummed before turning around to face his door. He walked towards it and held on the knob.

“What if I tell you that…something happened between me and Ryo-kun? That’s why I didn’t want to go home yet?” he asked, glancing over his shoulder to see the look on Jin’s face before opening the door and walking inside. A wide grin spread across his face.

Jin’s eyebrows furrowed, his nose scrunched up and his teeth gritted as his hand curled up into a tight fist. He felt his blood boil and rise up to his head as he stormed inside Tatsuya’s room and slammed the door behind him. He locked it and hissed. “Are…you serious?” he asked, eyes darted on the back of the man who was now seated by his vanity table.

Tatsuya burst out laughing and leaned his back on the vanity table. He watched Jin carefully somehow loving that angry look on his face. He smirked and crossed his legs together. He tilted his head to the side and licked his lips. “What if…I say…I am serious? What would you do?”

Jin bit his lip hard and clenched on his fist trying to control his temper. ‘Calm down Jin. Calm down. You’re his butler. You can’t do anything to him! Don’t be stupid!’ he scolded himself but it just doesn’t seem to work. Just the thought of Ryo holding and doing anything with Tatsuya that he can’t do just keeps flaming the pits of his stomach with jealousy and fury. He hissed and looked away from him.

Tatsuya chuckled and hummed quietly to himself, examining Jin from head to toe. His eyes roaming around Jin’s bare chest that was somewhat red from his prodding. “You know, you look so hot when you’re angry. I wonder why no one is all over you right now.” He smirked and stood up from where he was seating.

Jin ignored him however; a blush came across his angry visage. “Shut up!” he hissed annoyed.

“Oh…is that how you talk to your master?” Tatsuya giggled as he circled Jin, letting his finger run on his chest and back as he did so.

Jin twitched and stepped back a little from him. “Stop it…Tatsuya-sama.” He sighed.

Tatsuya laughed playfully and stood in front of him. “How cute. The way you contain your temper. You know…a volcano can’t stop itself erupting especially when there is something making them want to explode more, ne?” he smirked and tip toed to lean over Jin’s ear.

“Don’t hold it back, it’s bad.” He whispered before turning away from him with a wide smirk on his face. Jin glared at him and finally he exploded. He grabbed Tatsuya and pushed him down his vanity table. He glared down angrily at him while he looked back with wide eyes at him.

“I told you to stop.” He groaned, he held tightly on Tatsuya’s wrist, pinning them on the mirror.

Tatsuya flinched and struggled but the grip just tightens every time he moves. “L-let go of me Jin! You’re hurting me!” he whined.

Jin smirked and leaned down on his ear, “Weren’t you the one who told me not to hold back? Why are you struggling now, Tatsuya-sama?” he whispered playfully by his ear before leaning down to shut Tatsuya up with a deep and rough kiss.

Tatsuya gasped. His eyes grew wide and his body froze at the kiss. His butler. The butler who had been so gentle with everything and who had been so nice to him had now became so rough and…scary. Tatsuya struggled more but he was too drunk and weak to set himself free from the assault. ‘H-he…he’s so angry! I don’t understand! W-why is he so mad?’ he wondered to himself as he kept struggling.

Jin licked Tatsuya’s lips before he nipped it gently. He parted his lips from him about an inch to gasp for air. He leaned his forehead on Tatsuya’s before finally pulling himself away from him. He sighed and held a hand up on his head. ‘Ah, what did you do?’ he inwardly scolded himself.

“I- I’m sorry.” He whispered under his breath and took a step back away from Tatsuya.

Tatsuya stared at him quietly. The kiss seemed to haunt him, he wanted more. He wanted to see more and feel more of him. He was so stiff and gentle every time and he admit, he was amused by his other personality. That wild and strong manly side of him had hit his on button. He chuckled and grabbed Jin’s collar and pulled him back, wrapping his arms and legs around him as he sat on his vanity table before pressing his lips onto Jin’s once again.

Jin’s eyes grew wide in shock as he felt Tatsuya’s full lips on his. The latter bit his lip playfully and had slide his tongue inside his mouth. Jin gasped and a low groan escaped his throat. His hands slowly settled on Tatsuya’s thin waist, his thumbs massaging the latter’s hipbones and a moan crawled out of Tatsuya’s throat as they kissed.

Everything seemed like a dream but if it was, Jin surely doesn’t want to wake up. Tatsuya’s hand made its way under Jin’s opened shirt, massaging Jin’s chest and stomach. Jin pulled back and slipped Tatsuya’s shirt off before nuzzling onto his neck and licking on it. Tatsuya tilted his head back, exposing his neck more to Jin as he moaned out his name softly in faint pants as he unbuttoned the rest of the shirt and slipped it down to Jin’s elbows.

His hands roamed Jin’s broad shoulders then his back, kissing his shoulder as Jin worked on his neck then to his collarbone. He couldn’t help but feel all hot in and out of his body. “Nn~” he moaned.

Jin smirked a little and slowly worked on Tatsuya’s pants. Jin moaned when he felt Tatsuya’s hand squeezing his butt before it found its way to tease the bulge sticking out of his pants. “A-ah! Nn!” Jin groaned as he panted softly on the other’s ear. Tatsuya smirked delightedly at the groan of the taller man as he continued to knead him behind his pants.

Jin slipped a hand inside Tatsuya’s pants and boxers, taking his hardened length in his warm gentle hands. Tatsuya gasped and arched his body up to Jin’s hands. “Ah! J-Jin!” Tatsuya moaned as he felt Jin’s hand slowly move up and down his length, Jin’s slender fingers swirled around his cock ever so gently, kneading and stroking it in a teasing pace. He bit his lip to stop himself from screaming when he felt Jin’s thumb tease the moist tip of his longing cock.

He wrapped his arms around him, pulling him closer as he grazed his teeth on the crook of Jin’s neck before he nipped and suck on it, leaving a bright red mark on Jin’s delicate skin. Jin gasped and squeezed Tatsuya’s cock when he felt his lips sucking on his skin. He bit his lip lightly before finally deciding to slip Tatsuya’s pants off him as the latter sat rather impatiently on the vanity table. Jin backed away from him to see his face before placing a hand on his neck where the smaller man who was now licking on his lip teasingly had sucked.

“Did you know what you just did?” he asked as he stared quietly at him, his shirt still hanging on his elbows.

Tatsuya glanced up at him and tilted his head innocently to the side. Obviously, he was still under a great influence of alcohol that is running all over his system. His eyes roamed around Jin’s half bare body before falling on the hand covering the part of his neck where he had marked him. He smirked and hummed softly to himself.

“Oh you mean- the hickey I just gave you?” He snickered. Jin glared at him and huffed.

The smirk on his face faded and a pout replaced it, he glared back at him and grabbed his face to him. “What? Don’t you like it, Jin-kun?” he asked, there was a ring accented on Jin’s name making Jin blush as he pulled his face away from Tatsuya’s hands.

“Stop it, Tatsuya-sama! You’re acting like some cheap whore. You’re drunk. We both know this is not right.” he was about to pull his shirt back on when Tatsuya grabbed him again and kissed him full on the lips. Tatsuya’s tongue forced itself in Jin’s mouth while his hands worked on pulling Jin’s trousers and boxers off exposing Jin’s hardened length to him.

Jin pulled away quickly to gasp for air; he was forcefully being smothered by Tatsuya’s lips. He took a step backwards and eyed the man sitting on the vanity table angrily. “What are you doing?” he groaned. Annoyance was clear on his face.

Tatsuya glared at him in return of his groan, “Stop acting cool! You know you want this too!” Tatsuya hissed angrily at him.

Jin looked down a bit and sighed knowing Tatsuya was just so drunk. “Fine. I won’t hold back anymore then.” He hissed back at him and pinned both of his hands up against the mirror and kissed him roughly. The things on Tatsuya’s vanity table falling off on the ground as he adjusted himself in comfortable position on the vanity table.

“Take it off.” Tatsuya pleaded referring to his own pants and boxers blocking his own erection. Jin smirked lightly and nodded as his hands let go of Tatsuya’s and stripped him off the clothing left on him. Tatsuya wrapped one leg around Jin’s waist as he let the other dangle down from where he was seated. They kissed again as their members and chests rubbed against each other. The friction pushing the two of them on their edges.

Tatsuya’s hands snaked around Jin’s neck and pulled the taller man closer to him, deepening the already burning kiss they were sharing. Their mouths met, their tongues curled together, playing and displaying lust as their arms embraced each other. Jin sucked gently on Tatsuya’s tongue, tasting his sweet mouth into his. They hummed blissfully against each other’s mouth, breaking their passionate kiss once in a while to gasp and pant for air.

Tatsuya hummed as they pulled away from each other, licking and sucking on his own lip that was abused from the rough kisses they shared. Jin’s saliva lingered on his lips and mouth. “To the window-“he commanded as he wrapped both legs on Jin’s waist before pulling himself to him.

Jin blinked curiously at him but held him under his thigh, carrying him gently into his brawny arms. He carefully walked him over the window, kissing his neck as he walked him there. When they reached the window, he carefully sat him down the windowsill. Tatsuya tilted his head to the side, letting Jin kiss and suck on his neck under the vague light of the moon up in the starry sky. He hummed, arched his body up so that their chests and hips were touching. He felt so hot and hard he wanted Jin to just give it to him and stop with all these foreplays. However, a wonderful ~~sexy~~ idea hit him. He smirked mischievously to himself and pushed Jin away; he got off the windowsill and went over his bedside table to grab a blindfold and handcuffs.

Jin watched him carefully, sitting down the windowsill and leaning his back on the window. Tatsuya turned to him and smirked, letting the blindfold and handcuffs dangle in his fingers. Jin tilted his head a bit to the side curiously as Tatsuya walked closer to him; he sat on his lap, straddling him before placing the blind fold over his eyes before wrapping Jin’s arms around him and cuffing his hands there. Jin groaned a little as their throbbing members touched and when his eyes were covered and his hands were cuffed around Tatsuya’s waist.

Tatsuya smirked, licked the back of his ear before licking his jaw line and finally kissing him full on the lips. He pulled away, sucking Jin’s lower lip and smirked as he watched him. “Do you like it?” he wondered. Jin nodded obediently and stayed still, not being able to see what was Tatsuya’s about to do next is making him anxious and gravely nervous; it also intensifies his other senses. He panted nervously, back still leaning flat back on the window as he sweat, waiting patiently for Tatsuya to continue with the act. He can’t speak from the anxiousness and nervousness eating him up inside.

Tatsuya moaned softly and worked on his collarbone, a small soft muffled yelp came out of Jin’s throat as the latter bit his lip hard so he won’t be so loud. “It tickles-“he panted softly as he tugged Tatsuya’s body closer to him by pulling on his cuffed hands that were around the older man’s waist.

Tatsuya giggled and lapped it mercilessly; loving the reaction he was getting from Jin. Jin hissed and tugged on him again. “Quit the fucking act and stop the teasing.” Jin growled softly, trying to hide the anxiousness and nervousness on his face. Tatsuya sighed and nodded gently.

“Fine~” he simply replied. He placed a hand over Jin’s mouth and licked his own lips.

“Lick it.” He commanded and Jin licked Tatsuya’s palm, making sure to cover it with enough saliva before Tatsuya pulled his hand away and massaged it on Jin’s hard rock length. After making sure that Jin’s cock is now well lubricated, he carefully slid himself down, trembling and gasping a bit at how big Jin was.

“Oh fuck!” Jin groaned as he clenched his hands together feeling Tatsuya’s tightness eat his huge, hard and throbbing member up. He arched his hips up just barely as Tatsuya’s walls contract around him giving him a tight feeling coiling and tickling the pits of his stomach and pelvis.

Tatsuya let his head fall back and his eyes fall close as he roll his hips a little down to the base of Jin’s cock. “Oh Jin, you’re so big and hard! It feels so good~” he moaned as he pull back up the tip and tightening his walls there making Jin moan and arch his hips up back inside him. Tatsuya smirked lovingly as he started pumping up and down on his cock that seemed to grow bigger inside him. His nails dug on Jin’s shoulders as he leaned down to work on Jin’s neck, lips and collarbones while Jin’s stomach rubbed the underside of his erected cock, making his pleasure intensify.

“Oh please, ah! You’re so fucking tight!” Jin moaned as he rocked his hips along Tatsuya’s pumps. Every once in a while, Tatsuya would pull up to the tip and squeeze his ass around it before pumping down hard to the base and contracting his walls again making Jin just see stars behind that blindfold. Tatsuya smirked and kept doing it over and over again, knowing Jin loves it. With his head still feeling incredibly light from alcohol, he rode Jin with all his left energy and in bliss, moaning in his neck, lips and collarbones.

“Fuck, Tatsuya! Faster!” Jin groaned and so Tatsuya pumped up and down faster making his cock drip out with precum while it rubbed hard and fast against the moisten skin on Jin’s stomach. Tatsuya’s head fell back in bliss as he bit hard on his lip, moan and tremble in intense pleasure and before they knew it, they both came long and hard with a low groan.

They both trembled and Tatsuya kept humping up and down on Jin, riding out their orgasms as Jin’s thick warm white cream spill out of his tight abused asshole. Jin moaned as Tatsuya’s warm sweet cum trickle down his chest and stomach as the older man’s cock continued to tickle his skin. Tatsuya slowed down, panting and blushing hard as he locked his lips again with Jin’s. Jin hummed in the kiss as Tatsuya slowly pulled up on him.

“Ah, you’re so good~” Tatsuya whispered in his lips as he removed the blindfold and the handcuff off Jin. Jin smirked and shook his head, carrying Tatsuya to his bed, laying him carefully down between the pillows before pulling the cover over him and kissing his forehead.

“I could’ve been better if I wasn’t blindfolded and handcuffed.” He smirked.

“Good night, Tatsuya-sama.” He smiled, he was about to slip off the bed when he felt Tatsuya’s arm pulling him down beside him.

“Sleep here…” he murmured tiredly. Jin smiled and nodded, wrapping his arms around Tatsuya and falling asleep with the smaller man.

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The next morning, Jin woke up just before the sun could even rise up high into the sky. It was 5:30 in the morning and it was still somehow dark. He groaned and looked beside him and saw Tatsuya sleeping soundly and still naked in his arms. He smiled softly knowing that last night was definitely not a dream. He carefully slipped his arms away from Tatsuya not wanting to wake the smaller man in his deep slumber. He sighed as he sat on the edge of his bed, staring blankly outside Tatsuya’s window with a part of the bed sheet covering his lower half.

Suddenly the smaller man groaned and opened his eyes when the warm body keeping him safe became cold and empty, he rubbed his restless eyes and stared at Jin’s bare back. Tatsuya winced and hissed at the sore feeling on his back before he carefully sitting up, finding himself naked. A gasp escaped his lips as his eyes grew wide in shock before turning to face Jin who was now looking at him with a half smile.

“Sorry to wake you up Tatsuya-sama, please go back to sl-“

“What happened?” Tatsuya cut him off short, not even letting him finish his sentence. He looked at him, fright and shock clear on his face. Jin’s half smile turned into a frown at the sight of Tatsuya’s face. He looked away embarrassedly.

“I’m sorry, I tried to stop you…I tried to stop myself- but things went off hand and were just too hard to handle alone. You were so drunk and…everything happened so quickly. I’m so sorry.” Was the only thing he managed to say.

Tatsuya bit his lip, blushing furiously as he remembered the things that had happened that night despite his painfully throbbing head from too much alcohol and lack of rest. He felt his body shiver as the moans echoed inside his head and the intense pleasure he felt that night all flash back to him. He looked down knowing he was the one who started the flirting. “I…I’m sorry too- It was my fault…I forced you, didn’t I? I pushed you to your limits.” He frowned.

Jin shook his head, “No, I was the one at fault sir. I should know where I stand- it was forbidden to touch your master unless it is necessary and I wasn’t able to help myself. I am ready to take any punishment for my careless acts.”

“No one needs to be punished Jin. It was…an accident. Let’s just leave it like that. I was drunk, you’re a man- it can’t be helped. What’s done is done, its better off to leave it behind, locked deep in our memories. No need to speak about it. Let’s just forget it- it’s for our own goods. Let’s just pretend nothing had happened and act normally like before. I’m sorry you have to go through all these. You can leave now-“

Jin felt his heart shutter at Tatsuya’s words but faked a smile anyway. He bowed at him before walking by the vanity table to pick his clothes up. “I understand sir.” He mouthed carefully as he put on his clothes. He glanced up at Tatsuya who was now lying flat on his stomach on the bed through the reflections on the vanity mirror. He looked down, trying to hold back his tears before facing him and flashing him his sweet smile. He was indeed a master of disguise, an expert in concealing his true feelings. It was what they were thought anyway. It’s what butlers were supposed to do.

“Thank you, sir. I’ll take my leave now then.” He bowed and quietly went out of Tatsuya’s room. As soon as the door closed, he leaned his back on the door and in no time, his tears streaked down out of his eyes. He clenched his hand over his chest as he felt his tears flow out harder, his breathe hitching as he clenched on his chest tighter. It…hurts.

~||**||~

Weeks past and Jin was doing well with concealing his true feelings. He kept that sweet and warm smile on his face even though deep inside he was breaking every time he’ll see Tatsuya. At first, it was very awkward but he was acting like nothing happened at all that Tatsuya was slowly able to forget however, Jin haven’t and he will NEVER forget it.

“Good morning, Tatsuya-sama.” He greeted him cheerfully as ever.

Tatsuya smiled up at him and bowed a little, “Good morning Akanishi-kun. How are you?” he greeted back as cheerfully.

Jin kept quiet for a while and beamed at him, “I’m doing quite well, sir and yourself?” he asked back.

“I’m good, thank you for all your hard work.” Tatsuya smiled but then had the urge to ask him again. “Do…Have you completely gotten over that incident?” he asked.

Jin looked at him quietly before smiling a bit, “Yes sir, I don’t even know what incident you are talking about.” He laughed whole heartedly, knowing completely what the other was talking about. Despite his cheerful laugh, he was crying inside.

“T-that’s good~ See you then.” Tatsuya smiled and went to work.

Jin bowed and bid him good bye and when he left, he let out an exhausted sigh. “Man, pretending is hard and tiring.” He shook his head before heading back to his room. He held his hands over his face and cried.

You asked me if I’m okay…do I really looked like nothing’s wrong? Even now when I look at you my heart hurts. Even if it’s for a moment, I try so hard not to let my tears fall. Don’t you know that I’m smiling like a fool? Now how can we act like nothing had happened? Can we really act like that? Can we? Can we really go back to the old times? How am I going to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me? Press the reset.

~the end~

..owari..

One-Shot: [JinDa] Reset

2009-10-22T14:38:00Z

Author: Baka Anjii [ pi_no_tsuma]

Title: Reset

Chapters: 1/1

Genre : Drama, Smut, Romance, Au, Angst

Ratings: R-18

Band/Artist: KAT-TUN

Pairings: JinDa

Characters: Akanishi Jin and Ueda Tatsuya

Synopsis: Akanishi Jin is Ueda Tatsuya’s butler who had secretly liked him ever since they were young. One night Tatsuya arrives home, drunk from a party and something happens between them. The next morning, Tatsuya tells Jin to act normal and like nothing happened. Jin being an obedient butler and since it was his duty to follow Tatsuya’s orders acts cool and normal though inside he was breaking apart.

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fic but I do own the plot and story, this is a fanfiction written for entertainment. No harm is intended and no copyright infringement was intended.

Comments: For Hyemin-ah terra_forensis and for all the JinDa fans out there too~ enjoy the fic. <3

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He stood there in front of his whole body mirror quietly as he fixed his bow tie. He fixed his brunette shoulder length hair neatly before sliding on his black coat and white gloves. He sighed a bit as he dusted his clothes off before heading out of his room. It’s the start of a new day, he thought as he put on his warm smile and made his way out to the dining room. The housemaids where all over the place, cleaning and organizing the dining table for breakfast. He stood by the door and watched them quietly, still with a smile on his face.

He cleared his throat and they all looked at him with equally warm smiles on their faces, “Good morning everyone.” He greeted politely at them.

“Good morning, Akanishi-san.” They all greeted back at him with a courteous bow.

His family was known to be a great lineage of S-ranked butlers. A lot of royal and noble families all over the world are dying to have the Akanishi family serve them however, ever since the Akanishi family had became well known butlers and housekeepers, their family had been already serving the Ueda clan mainly. Nevertheless, some of them still chose to serve other clans and for Akanishi Jin, he was chosen to be the next butler to serve the Ueda’s.

He had been serving them for a year now and he is doing a well job, the other helpers in the household respects him a lot. He smiled gently and bowed a little back at them; he then glanced down on his pocket watch. It was only 7:23 in the morning.

“He must still be sleeping.” He thought quietly to himself before walking into the kitchen. He greeted the cook and his helpers before looking at the food they were preparing for breakfast.

“What’s for breakfast, Shoichiro-san?” he asked, referring to the head cook.

Sakamoto Shoichiro, an S-rank cook around the age of 24 smiled at him and prepared a plate of the food he was cooking for him to taste. “I made a simple American style breakfast for today. Just some muffins, eggs, bacons, ham and pancakes.” He replied.

He smiled a little and nodded, tasting each food item served on his plate elegantly. “It is delicious Shoichiro-san; I bet Tatsuya-sama would love his breakfast for today.”

Shoichiro smiled back and bowed a little at him, “Thank you, I’m glad you think so Akanishi-san.”

He nodded lightly before turning around to head out of the kitchen, “I’ll go see if he’s awake now then.” He excused himself before he headed up stairs.

On his way to his master’s room, he fixed himself making sure everything about him is neat and perfect. He doesn’t want his master to say anything dislikeable about him. He stood in front of his door, cleared his voice before knocking gently on the wood dividing him from the insides of his master’s room. He stood there quietly and attentively waiting for a response from his master not wanting to intrude or interrupt anything the man inside must be doing.

“Tatsuya-sama?” he called out as faintly as ever.

Tatsuya rolled over his bed before slowly cracking his eyes open. He yawned softly before sitting up and stretching his arms up high in the sky. He rubbed his eyes with his hands and looked around; his eyes fell on the clock by his bedside table. He rubbed his nose with the back of his hand before turning his gaze on the door.

“You may come in-“he called out with a groggy but soft voice. He stayed under the warm blanket on that was wrapped around his mid-waist as he waited for the man behind the door walk in.

Jin opened the door carefully before making his way in and closing it gently behind him. He smiled at the man sitting on the bed and bowed at him politely. “Good morning Tatsuya-sama, would you want me to open the curtains?” he wondered with a warm smile across his calm façade.

The latter smiled back hazily at the taller man standing by the door, “Good morning, Akanishi-kun.” He greeted back before nodding a little at his question.

“Please do.” He answered softly.

Jin nodded and made his way to open the curtains letting the warmth of the morning sun into Tatsuya’s chilly and once dull room. “It’s a good weather out today, Tatsuya-sama.” He commented as he stared outside the vast windows in Tatsuya’s room before looking back at him with a warm smile.

Tatsuya watched the taller man walk across his room and by the windows. He smiled a little and leaned back on the head board of his bed. He kept his eyes on the taller man’s back and kept the small smile on his face. The warmth of the morning sun hit his face making him wince a little. He then turned back to look at the taller man when he spoke. He nodded a little and smiled.

“It is ne?” he agreed, casting his gaze outside as well.

Jin can’t help but get a glimpse of Tatsuya’s face while he wasn’t looking. He smiled secretively to himself as he turned away to get Tatsuya’s clothes ready for the day. “Today is Saturday sir, do you have any plans for the day?” he wondered as he pick out clothes for him from Tatsuya’s wide closet.

Tatsuya turned to look at where the latter headed and smiled softly to himself before casting his head away to look outside the window again. “Mm, nothing. I just have to go to a party later this evening.” He replied.

Jin nodded lightly before heading back outside to him, holding up a few shirts for him to choose from. “I see. What would you like to wear for today then, sir?” he wondered, tilting his head a little to the side and smiling cutely up at Tatsuya.

Tatsuya chuckled lightly and looked down on the shirts he was holding up. He tilted his head a little as he tapped a finger onto his plush lips. “How about that white one?” he asked, quirking an eyebrow at the taller man.

Jin smiled and nodded, “It’s a good choice Tatsuya-sama.” He replied as he set the shirt down on the foot of the bed before heading back inside the wide closet to return the rest of the shirt he pulled out. He then went back, took his gloves and coat off before rolling the sleeves of his white long-sleeved button up shirt up to his elbow.

Tatsuya looked at him curiously as to why he had removed his coat and gloves and why he had rolled up his sleeves up to his elbow as if he was about to wash some clothes or wipe the floor with his bare hands. “What are you doing?” he wondered curiously.

Jin chuckled softly and smiled up at him, “I’ll be preparing the bathroom for you sir.” He replied before heading inside Tatsuya’s bathroom.

Tatsuya shook his head a little before chuckling as well and getting out of his bed. He stretched his back a little before massaging his nape as he made his way to where Jin is. He stared blankly at him as he leaned on the door’s frame watching Jin prepare all the things he needed to take a bath. “How old are you, Akanishi-kun?” he asked out of no where.

Jin stopped what he was currently doing and glanced up at the man standing by the door who had been watching him curiously for a while now. He chuckled lowly and smiled, “I’m 25 years old now, sir.” He replied before continuing to fill the tub with warm water and some soap.

Tatsuya nodded a little and made his way to sit on the toilet bowl. He kept watching him though.

Jin can feel his heavy stare piercing his back. As soon as he finished preparing the tub, he turned to look at him only to meet his curious eyes on his. He smiled gently and stood a few steps away from him, keeping a good distance like what the butler’s manual says. It is forbidden to stand too close to your master unless it is really necessary.

“May I ask why you wanted to know, sir?” he questioned with that gentle smile on his face.

Tatsuya shook his head a little and smirked. “Let’s just say…I was curious to why a young man like you is working your ass off as a butler for noble families? Don’t you want to live like a normal young man and stop being so decent for once? I mean, don’t you have a life too? You’re only 25! Don’t you want to get with some girls? You’ve been leaving such a boring life- all your life all you did was study and now you’re working here as a servant! Don’t you think that’s a bit cruel?”

Jin stared at him in awe before he burst out chuckling; he placed a hand over his mouth as he did so. He shook his head a little and all of a sudden, his facial expression turned in a serious look. Tatsuya furrowed his eyebrows at him and stared at him quietly, waiting for a serious response from him.

“First of all, I don’t like girls-“he started, smirking lightly at Tatsuya. That smirk gave off a secretive meaning Tatsuya can’t read making him frown at him. Jin’s once serious face turned into a giggly one once again as he brushed a hand across his brunette locks.

“Secondly, I do have a life…and this. This is my life, Tatsuya-sama. My family had been known to be S-ranked butlers and this flows in to our blood and I just can’t go make my own paths that easily, now, can I? I mean I did try choosing a different path but something kept leading me back into this path.” He continued and smiled at him.

Tatsuya was still confused however; he nodded gently at him and looked down on his feet. “Then answer one question.” He mouthed in a low soft voice.

Jin stared at him waiting patiently for the question.

“Do you enjoy being a slave then?”

Jin smirked a little and walked his way to the door. He rolled his sleeves back down, smoothing the crease that has formed on it with his palm. “Yes…call my job whatever you want. Call it being a slave and all but yes. I am enjoying serving you, sir and don’t think we’re doing this for money- because honestly, we don’t get much out of being a slave if you compare with all our hard work.” He replied before glancing over his shoulder and flashing the man seated on the toilet bowl and soft warm smile.

“Please enjoy your bath my lord, I’ll be right out here if you need anything.” With that said, Jin pulled the door close behind him before leaning his back on the wall beside the bathroom door. He let out a sigh as he rest a hand over his eyes.

‘He doesn’t know anything does he?’ he thought before heading by the small table with two chairs on either side of it where his coat and globes were rested. He picked them up and put them back on before walking back beside the bathroom door to wait for Tatsuya.

On the other hand, Tatsuya sat there staring blankly on the wooden door. He sighed before he decided to stand up and strip off his clothes. He brushed a hand across his black locks, staring blankly at his reflection on the mirror. He let out another sigh before deciding to dip himself down on the warm water in the bathtub his butler had prepared. He let his whole body be submerged in the warmth of the water before letting out a peaceful sigh as he relax himself in it; he stared blankly on thin air thinking about what Jin had told him.

After a while, the door creaked open and a form of a man with a lean form came out, the only thing covering his bare body was a towel wrapped around safely on his thin waist. He looked up at the man who had his hand atop his dripping head with another towel draped over it. He bit his lip and turned away quickly not wanting to watch him stand almost bare before him.

“H-how was your bath, sir?” he stammered as he adjust his bow tie and cleared his throat.

Tatsuya looked up a little at him, tilting his head to the side just a little to peek at the form of a tall whose back was facing him behind the towel that was draped over his head. He then made his way to his bed and sat on the edge of it before he moved his both hands to dry his hair.

“It was fine.” He mumbled softly before glancing over the man who was still standing by the bathroom door. He shook his head a little and sighed.

“You can look you know.” He chuckled a little before deciding to get dressed.

Jin remained from his position and took a deep breathe. “That’s good then. Do you need anything?” he wondered before peeking a little to see if it was already safe for him to look. When he was sure it was okay, he turned to face the other and flashed him his sweetest smile.

Tatsuya shook his head and put on his shirt before turning to face him. “No thanks, I’m fine.” He smiled back at him.

“Then shall I bring your breakfast up here?” he wondered.

Tatsuya shook his head again and handed him the wet towels he had used, “No, I’ll go downstairs.” He replied and headed out of the door.

Jin sighed softly as he took the wet towels before trailing after him. After Tatsuya had breakfast, he decided to go out in the garden and continue reading his book. He sat down on a picnic blanket under an old tree in the garden while Jin stood beside him with a food cart filled with snacks and tea.

“Did mom and dad call?” Tatsuya asked keeping his gaze on the book in his hands.

Jin looked over and shook his head a bit. “No sir, would you like me to call them and have them talk to you?” he wondered.

Tatsuya sighed, closed the book in his hand gently and shook his head, “No, just let them be.” He mumbled as he closed his eyes and leaning his head back on the tree’s trunk.

Jin nodded a bit and watched him through the corners of his eyes.

~**Part 2**~

One shot: Missin' you

2009-10-13T12:30:59Z

Title: Missin’ you

Author: Baka Anjii

Character: KAT-TUN
Pairing: Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame)

Rating: NC-17

Genre: Romance, Fluff and Smut
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fanfiction but I do own the story. This is only a fanfiction, no harm intended so please do not sue me.

A/N: Thanks to the song T-Shirt (Remix) By Shontelle ft. the Dream. This fic is dedicated to Nikattun a.k.a baka Kame. XD hope you all like it~<3

Summary/Plot: One night Jin needs to do overtime at work leaving Kazuya all alone in their apartment. Kazuya tries to get the rest of KAT-TUN to go out with him but they are all busy with their own stuff and so Kazuya gets sad and bored being all alone thus he sends Jin an mms that will make Jin want to go home and just leave his work unfinished. Not caring whether he gets scolded by Johnny or whether the movie will take a while to finish. He just cannot resist his Kazuya, can he?

“You’re late!” Koki pointed a finger at him before grinning widely.

“What took you so long?” Tatsuya asked, tilting his head a bit to the side.

“It’s been raining heavily outside which made it hard to reach here. I’m sorry.” He sighed before situating himself on a stool besides Junno.

“Mm, since you’re late. You must treat us tonight.” Junno giggled.

Maru nodded in agreement, “This was your idea in the first place~” he second demotion.

Kazuya sighed and rolled his eyes at the two before waving at the bartender for a shot of tequila. “Sure, whatever.” He groaned softly.

The other four members of their band can sense the gloomy and frustrated aura enveloping Kazuya’s thin form. His facial expressions and gestures shows exactly what he is thinking and feeling that very moment too.

They watched him carefully, taking sips on their drinks in the process. Kazuya stared blankly on the small shot glass of tequila in front of him before pouring salt on the back of his hand, sucking on it, downing the shot of tequila and sucking on the slice of lemon on the saucer.

“Ah! That was good!” he exclaimed as he feel the small amount of liquor burn down his throat and into his system. He let out a soft sigh before turning to his friends.

They quickly turned their gazes away from him as if they were not watching him at all when he looked at them. Kazuya blinked and shrugged before ordering another shot of tequila.

Koki cleared his throat knowing it would be this awkward the whole night and they will end up taking care of a drunken ‘turtle’ if this continues. “Jin’s going to kill us if you get drunk.” He mumbled, finishing his beer.

Tatsuya nodded in agreement, “That better be the last tequila you’ll drink for tonight.” He sighed.

Kazuya shot them an annoyed look before drinking his second tequila for the night and letting out a long sigh. “Come on guys, I need this.” He groaned with a frown.

“No Kame, what you need right now is Jin not liquor.” Junno shook his head in dismay.

“Junno’s right, Kame. Don’t get yourself all drunk because it won’t bring Jin home to you.” Yuichi added before finishing his beer off too.

Kazuya frowned and remained quiet for a while. He then let out a heave of sigh once again before nodding lightly. “I guess you’re right. I’m sorry for making you all go out here tonight for nothing at all.” He apologized.

“Well, we wanted to hang-out anyway so it’s fine.” Junno smiled.

“Yeah, I finished all my books at home and I’ve got nothing to do so going out is not a problem at all.” Tatsuya smiled as well.

“I really wanted to go clubbing so no problem with me too.” Koki snickered.

Yuichi laughed softy and nodded, “Well I needed to relax a bit anyway from work so I’m fine too.”

Kazuya smiled a bit at them, he was indeed lucky to have such friends. “Thank you guys. I appreciate it a lot.” He hummed.

“Mm you’re welcome, so what are you planning to do now?” Koki wondered, tilting his head a bit on the side.

“I guess I’ll just go back home and try to sleep. It’s for the best anyway.” Kazuya mumbled sadly, pulling out some bills from his wallet and leaving it on the bar counter.

Tatsuya and the others nodded in agreement, “Well I guess we’re heading home now too. It’s almost midnight anyway so it’s best for us to sleep now too.” Tatsuya laughed.

“Good night then Kame-kun.” Junno waved a bit at him.

“Good night guys, take care on your way home.” Kazuya waved back.

“You too, see you tomorrow~” Yuichi smiled as he head out of the bar with the other three members of their group.

Kazuya smiled a bit before heading out as well. He flipped the hood of his jacket on and ran his way to his car under the still heavy downpour. He started the engine and drove home. After reaching the house, he went inside, locked the door and the windows before heading to their room. He stripped out of his partly damped clothes and dried his hair that got wet from the rain; he sat down on the bed and scanned through his phone.

‘5 missed calls from 赤西仁’

Kazuya frowned knowing Jin must have been dead worried about him and the fact that he will not be able to talk to him on the phone again since his break is over already. He sighed and lie back on the bed. He felt a tear fell out of his eye when he shut his eyes close. Oh how he miss his Jinjin. He then sat back up and walked over to their closet, he scanned through the clothes hanging in it and found Jin’s favorite shirt, he smiled as he ran a hand on it. He sighed and picked it up before putting it on. It felt nice and warm. It felt like Jin was hugging him. He hummed, closed the closet and head back to bed. With nothing on but Jin’s shirt, he laid down.

The shirt was too big for his thin frame thus; it looks like a mini dress on him. He giggled lightly as he settled himself on their pillows. He ran a hand on the side of the bed where Jin sleeps in and laid his head on his pillows. He smiled softly as he Jin’s scent that was still lingering in the pillows seeped through his lungs.

Anticipation and longing slowly poisoned his heart and all the things in their room remind him of no one else but Jin. How could he possibly sleep like this when all that is running in his thoughts are nothing else but his lover? He bit his lip and picked his phone up; he took a picture of himself lying in bed with Jin’s shirt alone.

He smiled a little before typing a message under it. ‘Sorry if I missed your calls, I was in the club trying to forget how much I miss you for a while but then everything seems to remind me of you anyway so I just went home. It is raining pretty hard out right now and I hope you are not getting wet. I’m trying to get some sleep hopefully I can despite the fact that I keep missing you more and more, this shirt of yours is somehow making me feel better though. I love you Jin, I wish when I wake up you will be beside me already. Take care~’ and with that said, he pressed the send key before closing his eyes and waiting, hoping he will fall in a deep slumber soon.

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The director sighed as he waved them away from the downpour. “Let’s have another short break.” He called out.

Jin sighed as well, bowing politely to the director, the stuff and his co-actors. “Thank you for your hard work~” he smiled as he made his way to his dressing room.

Once he reached the room, he instantly fell back on the couch. He reached for his cell phone and scanned through it. He smiled a bit seeing a message from Kazuya. He was so worried about him when he did not answer his call. He excitedly opened the message and to his surprise, it has a picture of his lover wearing nothing but his shirt alone. He bit his lip as he stare at the picture. He felt a burning pain in his chest, a tight knot coiling at the pits of his stomach. He misses him a lot.

“Kazuya…” he whispered to himself as he read the message under the picture. He smiled softly before closing his cell phone and placing it in his pants’ pocket. He stood out of the couch, grabbed his keys and head out of his dressing room.

“Akanishi-kun? Where are you going?” A staff asked when he walked passed her.

“Home.” He answered briefly as he hurried out of the building.

“But the shooting is not done yet Akanishi-kun! Hey! Wait!” the staff called out but Jin just kept walking out of the building.

The staff shook her head and ran to the director. “Kyoji-san, Akanishi-kun is leaving.” She exclaimed.

The director chuckled softly and nodded at her, “Just let him be, it’s raining anyway and it’s pretty late. Let’s just call it a day, shall we?” he smiled and waved the staff to go home as well.

The staff nodded and smiled back at the director, “I understand, thank you for your hard work!” she hummed before bowing and leaving the director’s office.

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Jin drove off to their apartment as fast as he could despite the heavy downpour. He glanced down on his wristwatch, it was half past midnight already. He bit his lip as he stepped on the accelerator once the green light went off and dashed to the apartment where his lover is waiting. Anxiety and yearning enveloped him making it somehow hard for him to breathe. He panted softly as he got out of the car and ran under the rain towards their apartment. It seemed that no matter how much air he’s taking in, it won’t even reach his lungs.

The growing desire to hold and kiss Kazuya was poisoning him. As if his lungs would collapse, any second now if he doesn’t reach him in time. Kazuya seems to be the string that keeps him breathing and if that string breaks, he’ll eventually die. Ignoring the heavy downpour, he ran towards the apartment. He pushed the door open and made his way in not caring if he stained the carpet with mud or whether his body dripped down on their floor. All that matters the most that moment was Kazuya. Only Kazuya and nothing else. He toed his shoes off quickly, closed the door behind him and stripped out of his soaking wet shirt. He dropped the soaked clothing down on the floor and made his way in the living room and into their room.

He didn’t even care to open the lights and just continued walking to their room, he gently opened the door and his eyes fell instantly on the slender form lying on their bed with nothing to cover his small frame but Jin’s clothing. His heart pounded hard against his chest as if it would come out of it any minute. His stomach fluttered uncontrollably and his lungs felt like collapsing finally. His whole body froze and his eyes ran up and down that petite form that seemed to be in a shallow slumber.

Kazuya winced lightly and turned at the soft tapping sound of the raindrops hitting against the window of their room as well as the gentle hum of Jin’s panting.

Jin made his steps light and faint as he walked closer the bed, closing the door gently behind him. The only light that illuminated their bleak room was the vague light the moon was emitting from the barely covered window.

Jin’s breathe hitching as he made the distance between him and the bed closer. It seemed that the closer he gets, the harder it is for him to breathe.

Why? He wondered to himself. Why must Kazuya be so beautiful even if he’s asleep and is almost barely covered with a piece of clothing? Kazuya’s thigh and legs bear before his eyes. It gave him a warm sensation both in and out of his body. Bead of unwanted cold sweat formed around his forehead as he continued to pant harder.

His husky voice echoing just faintly inside the dark room. Jin finally came into a stop. Kazuya shivered from the cold from both the room air condition and the cold wind the rain brought along outside however, Jin felt so warm.

“Jin~” Kazuya cooed softly in his slumber.

Jin felt a tingling sensation run over his whole body at the soft coo Kazuya made. He smiled a bit and leaned down to plant butterfly kisses up Kazuya’s legs.

Kazuya moaned softly at the sensation. He turned to lie on his back, eyes still closed as if he was dreaming. He did thought he was dreaming. “Jin~” he called out again as the kisses went up to his thighs. He shivered lightly as he felt himself get aroused.

It must be a wet dream, he thought.

He bit his lip and arched the leg Jin was kissing. Jin smirked lightly and kissed his inner thigh, soothing the other with his warm gentle hand.

“Kazu~” he called out.

A faint smile grew out of Kazuya’s face. “Nn~” the latter replied.

Jin’s hand snaked up from his thigh to the edge of the shirt, lifting it just barely to expose Kazuya’s hardening length. “I’m home.” He cooed softly before he lifted the shirt higher to expose Kazuya’s stomach. He smirked as he watched the other’s wonderful body bare before him. He then leaned down once again and kissed Kazuya’s stomach. He licked the soft skin on it and nipped it.

Kazuya gasped and arched his back up in the kiss. “Aaah!” Kazuya panted.

Jin smirked and ran a hand on Kazuya’s member. He pushed the shirt up with his nose and kissed every skin that his lips pass through. Kazuya arched his body up to the touch, mouth gaping as he moaned out his name.

“Oh Jin~” he called out to the latter and Jin simply smirked, loving it. Jin found a nipple and playfully bit it as he squeezed a hand around Kazuya’s cock making Kazuya tremble in his touch. Jin chuckled softly and lapped the erected nipple. It turned out so amusing to arouse Kazuya in his peaceful slumber. Jin stroked Kazuya lightly before his lips made their way to the other’s neck, nipping and biting it gently before he licked his way up to his ear.

“Wake up, sleepy head.” He moaned as he grinded his own erection on Kazuya’s before he kissed him passionately on the lips. He nipped his lips before running the tip of his tongue on Kazuya’s plush lips and as soon as Jin’s words hit his head, Kazuya’s eyes flew wide open and his a soft shriek crept out of his throat.

“J-Jin!” he gasped as he stared wide eye on his lover. His hair damp from the rain and he’s half-naked. Ah, just what he wanted the most. He stared at him, shocked. Still can’t believe this is real until Jin chuckled and squeezed his hand around Kazuya’s throbbing member. He cried out in pleasure as he panted a ‘welcome home~’ softly against Jin’s ear. His hands snaking around the latter’s neck before pressing his lips to him again.

“I’ve been waiting for you. I missed you.” He whispered in between their heated kiss. Jin smiled softly and kissed back, stroking Kazuya’s member persistently.

“I missed you too babe, I’m home now.” Jin hushed. Kazuya smiled and kissed Jin’s neck, he nipped it lightly before lowering his lips on the latter’s collarbone earning a small yelp from the older man. Ah, how he loved it. Kazuya’s left hand explored Jin’s broad back while the other ran down on Jin’s well-compacted chest.

Jin just moaned on Kazuya’s touches. He bit his lip and panted seductively against his lover’s ear. “I can’t hold it anymore.” he groaned.

Kazuya smirked and gently removed Jin’s hand away from his member before pushing him down the bed and stripping him quickly off his pants. Jin watched him carefully, lying limply on the bed. He soothed Kazuya’s arm before the latter sunk down on his crying out erection. Kazuya’s tongue swirled around Jin’s throbbing member before he sucked the tip as if it was some kind of a candy.

“Ah, Kazu!” Jin cried out as he arched himself further into Kazuya’s mouth. A hand falling atop the latter’s head and massaging his scalp. Kazuya smirked at his lover’s reaction and continued with what he was doing, Kazuya lapped the tip mercilessly before licking the underside of it. His fingers finding their way to massage Jin’s balls. Jin cried out louder, head falling sideward as he hold a grip on their bed sheet and unconsciously tightening his grip on Kazuya’s hair.

Kazuya on the other hand continued, finally taking Jin’s whole length in his mouth that seemed to double it size since it’s too hard. He sucked down to the base, letting the tip tickle the back of his throat. He gagged a bit at the huge size inside his mouth and as Jin thrust, his hips further, trying to get deeper into Kazuya’s throat. Jin moaned as Kazuya’s throat vibrated around his cock.

“Ah fuck Kazu!” he hissed and Kazuya sucked back up to the tip hard making Jin’s cock dribble out a small amount of juicy white delicious cream, called pre-cum. Kazuya hummed softly and run the tip of his tongue of the moist slit.

“Nn, delicious~” he cooed making Jin moan louder. Kazuya talking like that is just pushing him to the edge. He hissed and tugged on Kazuya’s hair roughly.

“Damn it Kazuya! I want to be inside you already!” he growled and Kazuya gladly obeyed. He climbed up the other, straddling him carefully before sliding himself down Jin’s cock that was covered with his saliva. He winced and grabbed a hold on Jin’s waist as he pushed himself further down till the base.

“Ah! Jin!” Kazuya gasped, his insides tightening around Jin’s throbbing member making the older man cry out in so much pleasure. After getting used to Jin’s huge size, Kazuya started pumping up and down on Jin’s length, head falling backwards as sweat trickled down all over their bodies. Kazuya’s eyes flickered as the tip nail his spot repeatedly. He shifted a bit, giving Jin a better angle and Jin gladly thrust his hips up in times with Kazuya’s pumps, aiming no where else but that sweet spot that will send Kazuya out of this world.

Jin reached a hand on Kazuya’s member and stroked it in synch with their movements. They moaned, panted and trembled. Calling each other’s names in the deepening night. Only their heavy breathing and husky voices echoing in the dead silence of the night. They shivered in bliss, lust covering their sweating bodies as they fasten their pace. Jin bit his lip and groaned. “I’m coming!”

Kazuya panted as he intentionally squeezed his walls around Jin knowing the latter would love it and soon, they both came. Jin came lavishly inside Kazuya, it’s too much that some of it spurted out of Kazuya’s ass and down the base of his cock. Kazuya came so hard as well that all his cum gushed all over Jin’s chest. They both burst out laughing before Kazuya leaned down and kissed Jin lovingly.

“I love you, Akanishi Jin.” Kazuya whispered, pulling up from him and resting himself on Jin’s cum covered chest.

Jin stroked Kazuya’s hair lovingly, smiling and kissing the top of his head. “I love you too, Kamenashi Kazuya.”

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O.w.a.r.i~ ^__^

One-shot: Missin' You

2009-10-13T12:19:08Z

Title: Missin’ you

Author: Baka Anjii

Character: KAT-TUN
Pairing: Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya (Akame)

Rating: NC-17

Genre: Romance, Fluff and Smut
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fanfiction but I do own the story. This is only a fanfiction, no harm intended so please do not sue me.

A/N: Thanks to the song T-Shirt (Remix) By Shontelle ft. the Dream. This fic is dedicated to Nikattun a.k.a baka Kame. XD hope you all like it~<3

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From: 赤西仁

To:　亀梨和也

10-06-09

08:49 pm

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I will be going home late tonight so don’t wait for me anymore.

Eat dinner already then go to bed.

I will see you later and don’t forget to lock the door and to close the windows.

Call me when you need anything, okay?

I love you.

Good night ^^

Kazuya pouted as soon as he read the message on his cell phone. He was upset and he was frustrated as well. He was not able to see his lover at all the whole day, they were both busy. Jin was buys recording for his debut as a solo artist for his movie ‘Bandage’ that morning while he was busy in an interview that morning as well. They haven’t had a chance to meet each other even their time to talk to each on the phone was very limited and now this, Jin’s not going to be home until the morning for the shooting of his movie.

He sighed softly as he sat on the plush couch in their apartment’s living room. He stared blankly on the small screen of his cell phone before finally deciding to reply.

From: 亀梨和也

To: 赤西仁

10-06-09

08:54 pm

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Mm, I see.

Well then, do your best, okay?

Take care and please don’t overwork yourself.

I love you too and I miss you.

I’ll see you in the morning~<3

He pressed the send key before closing his cell phone and setting it on the coffee table in front of him. He then slumped back on the couch he was sitting on for a while thinking of what he could do while Jin is gone. He is not yet tired and he is not planning to go to bed anytime soon either, he just cannot sleep well without Jin beside him. He just does not feel right when Jin is not around.

He looked around their apartment. It was quiet. It was too quiet that the silence was almost deafening. It is just not the same without his ‘Bakanishi’ around. He frowned as he curled up into a small ball in the couch.

“I miss you.” He whispered softly, his tears welling up around the corners of his eyes as he lean his chin on his knees.

From: 赤西仁

To:　亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:00 pm

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I’m sorry I can’t come home tonight.

I miss you too Kazu, I’ll see you in the morning.

Sweet dreams<3

From: 亀梨和也

To: 赤西仁

10-06-09

09:06 pm

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Its okay~ I understand.

Call me when you’re on break.

I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep anytime soon so I’ll wait for your call, okay.

Don’t forget. :P

From: 赤西仁

To:　亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:10 pm

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Don’t stay up so late Kazu, please. D:

But of course, I’ll call you when I’m on break.

I have to go now, the director’s calling us already.

Bye~<3

Kazuya closed his phone again, reaching out for the television’s remote control in front of him, turning the TV on before making his way to the kitchen to get some food and drink. He stared blankly on the TV screen, a music show was on. It was his favorite show. No, it was ‘their’ favorite show. He sighed softly, he doesn’t seem to enjoy it at all.

He set the cup noodle on the coffee table and picked his cell phone up. He scanned absently through his contact list as an idea hit him.

From: 亀梨和也

To:　田口淳之介, 田中聖,　上田達也 and 中丸雄一

10-06-09

09:21 pm

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Hey, guys.

Anyone free tonight?

I can’t sleep.

Jin won’t be home anytime soon so I’m wondering if you guys want to go clubbing.

I’m so bored. D:

He pressed the send key once again, slouched back on the couch and waited for a reply. He hummed softly as he took a sip on his drink while he continued to eat his cup noodle as he watched the music show, hoping that the other KAT-TUN members are free even just for a while. He smiled as soon as he heard his phone rung, he hurried and picked his phone up and read the message excitedly.

From: 田中聖

To:　亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:34 pm

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Ah, Kame-kun, what’s wrong? D:

Where is Jin?

I’m free tonight though.

I’ll see you at the club then, all right.

The same club, right?

He hummed softly as he typed a reply, pouting a bit when he remembered Jin again. He sighed as he pressed the send key before he went to finish his food.

From: 亀梨和也

To: 田中聖

10-06-09

09:36 pm

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He’s shooting Bandage right now D:

And yes, the same club. ^^

Thanks Koki.<3

See you~

From: 田中聖

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:40 pm

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Anytime ~ : D

See you there.

From: 上田達也

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:41 pm

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Hey, :P I’m somewhat bored too so, I guess I’ll go clubbing with you.

Same club?

From: 亀梨和也

To: 上田達也

10-06-09

09:42 pm

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Yay, Uepi’s coming too! : D

Yeah, same club. <3

Koki’s going too. It’ll be fun. ^^ Thank you~

From: 上田達也

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:43 pm

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Haha, great. ^^

I’ll see you then. :P

From: 中丸雄一

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:47 pm

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I just got home but sure, I’ll go clubbing with you.

It’s been a while since we all hanged out together anyway.

Who are coming besides me?

From: 亀梨和也

To: 中丸雄一

10-06-09

09:49 pm

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Oh, are you tired?

It’s fine if you can’t come.

I don’t want to be a bother. :P

Koki and Uepi are coming.

I haven’t received any reply from Junno yet.

From: 中丸雄一

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:50 pm

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Haha XD I’m fine.

Don’t worry, you’re not bothering me.

It’s too early to go to sleep anyway.

Mm, I’ll try calling Junno.

Maybe he’s asleep or something.

It won’t be a lot of fun without him~ :P

From: 亀梨和也

To: 中丸雄一

10-06-09

09:49 pm

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XD Yah, that’s true.

I’ll see you then.

Same club.

From: 中丸雄一

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

09:50 pm

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Got it.
I’ll tell Junno to message you if he’s coming or not.

See yah. ^^

Kazuya then set his phone back on the coffee table before he went to clean up and took a shower. After showering, he went to his closet. He stared at it for a while. He has so many clothes yet it felt like he only has a few, he bit his lip and sighed. He then tried on some but he can’t seem to choose what to wear. He groaned and went out to the living room with only a towel wrapped securely around his thin waist. He picked his cell phone up, “One new message” it said.

From: 田口淳之介

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

10:09 pm

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I just woke up.
Maru woke me up XD

Anyways, I’m going too so see you there~

Kazuya smiled as he read Junno’s message. He’s glad his friends are willing to accompany him and cheer him up despite the fact that they might be tired and stressed out as well.

From: 亀梨和也

To: 田口淳之介

10-06-09

10:12 pm

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Hey there sleepy head XD

Mm, you don’t really have to go if you’re tired you know.

Thank you though~

I’ll see you soon.

From: 田口淳之介

To: 亀梨和也

10-06-09

10:13 pm

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Nah I’m okay :P

^^ See you Kame~

Sighing, Kazuya stood up from the couch and went back to his closet, throwing on a simple yet stylish shirt and jeans before heading to his vanity table and fixing his hair. He put on a necklace, his wristwatch and bracelet before picking up his wallet and keys together with his cell phone and tucking them in his jeans’ pockets. He head to the door, toed on his shoes and put on his jacket before heading out of the house and driving to the club.

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“Mm I wonder if the others are here already.” Koki thought to himself as he looked around from the entrance of the club. He sighed softly as he made his way deeper into the club. The club’s music blared loudly from the huge bass speakers all over the club, Koki was sure every passerby was able to hear the music clearly. He looked around as he made his way deeper and found Tatsuya sitting by the bar counter. He smiled and made his way towards the other.

“And I thought I was the first one to arrive.” He chuckled as he sat on a stool beside Tatsuya.

Tatsuya looked over the younger man and chuckled, “Well, one can always go wrong with their assumptions.” He smiled before taking another sip on his ice-cold vodka.

Koki nodded absently before gesturing the bar tender for a beer, “Mm, I guess you are right. I wonder who else are coming.” He hummed softly and as soon as his drink came, he took it in his hands feeling the coldness of the bottle seep through his skin. He smiled softly before taking a swig on his beer.

“Hey~” a familiar voice called out from behind them. Tatsuya and Koki looked over and found Junno and Yuichi standing right behind them with wide grins plastered on their faces.

“Waiting for us?” The taller man of the two asked before he went to sit on Koki’s right side.

“No, not at all.” Koki snickered.

“Mm, where’s Kame?” Maru asked before sitting on Tatsuya’s left side.

Tatsuya shrugged and took another sip from his vodka, “He’s definitely not here yet. That’s for sure.” He mumbled.

“How could he be late when he’s the one who invited us out?” Junno snickered lightly before gesturing the waiter for a beer as well.

They all chatted for a while, waiting patiently for the ‘host’ of the small and unexpected get together to arrive. Where is he? They all wondered with liquors in hand, they all sighed, looking around for any sign of Kazuya. Tatsuya glanced down on his wristwatch, it’s almost 11:00 pm. Kazuya’s half an hour late already.

“Did you try messaging him?” he wondered, looking up at the other three men sitting beside him.

Koki nodded a bit and sighed, “I did but he didn’t message me back.” He mumbled softly.

“Maybe he was caught in a traffic jam or something.” Yuichi smiled a bit.

“Probably.” Junno nodded in agreement.

On the other hand, the rain poured heavily against the windshield of his car as well as on the pavement making the road slippery. He could barely see through the windshield from the heavy downpour, each raindrop seems to be so loaded that it made loud tapping sound against the glass. The wiper glided across the windshield, clearing the glass just barely.

Kazuya sighed as he rush his way to the club. He glanced a bit on his wristwatch, groaning lightly seeing the time. He quickly made a right turn on the next corner before pulling over a parking in front of the club. He put on his hood over his head before making his way across the street and in front of the club. He sighed a bit, shrugging the hood off his head before wiping of the droplets of crystal clear water on his jacket.

He glanced up at the neon color lights on the club’s signboard as they flicker against his eyes. He could already hear the loud blare of the music from the inside. He went through the clubs security check and then across some pile of people standing by the entrance of the club. Some couple making out by the wall, while some were flirting and touching while holding glasses with their free hands.

Clubbing was not the best idea after all, he thought as he shook his head and made his way deeper into the club. He looked around the sea of people dancing their feet off on the dance floor, damped skins, coarse breathe, heated bodies grinding against one another. Ah, it reminds him of his lover and their night sessions together.

He bit his lip a bit and shook his head again, why does it seem that almost everything is reminding him of Jin? He let out heave of sigh before making his way further, looking around for any signs of his friends and trying his best to ignore anything that would remind him of his lover. Finally, he found his friends. Clearing his throat and tugging lightly on his jacket, he made his way to them.

**Continue to Part 2**

One-shot fic: Let's Not

2009-09-01T15:53:00Z

Title: Let’s Not

Author: Baka Anjii

Characters: Akanishi Jin, Kamenashi Kazuya, Tanaka Koki and Ueda Tatsuya

Pairings: Akame, KoKame and JinDa

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, One-shot

Theme song: Let’s Not by Super Junior KRY

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic but I do own the plot and the whole story, so please do not sue me.

A/N: Inspired by Nikattun’s one-shot entitled Helpless Night, this is Jin’s P.O.V. and I stole the summary from her, so yah credits to you Kame-chan<3 because I suck and please listen to Let’s Not by Super Junior KRY while reading, adds the feeling and emotions to the story.

Legends: Lines in italics are flash backs or words said in their thoughts while lines in bold italic are text messages/emails.

Warning: Angst! Very sad. D:

Summary/Plot: All started in one helpless night of despair enveloping them. Then, come happiness and all that jazz. However, what if the circumstances played at you? After all, what comes around goes around, right? And hey, what if love blinded you? What will you do to ease the confusion?

“I hate you! I hate you so much you Idiot!”

Those words were the words I feared the most to hear from the most treasured person in my life. I did not see it coming. Blinded and too confuse with the things happening in my life both personally and at work, things just happened like a flash and the next thing I knew; I already lost the person I was so afraid to lose.

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February 20, 2009

I was out in Shibuya with Tatsuya. My feelings were growing stronger and stronger every second that is passing by. I cannot hold it anymore. Each passing moment I spend with him, just makes me realize that I am falling deeper in love with him. I do not understand how or why, I just…do.

It is not long since my old girlfriend broke up with me. She said she cannot make me happy and we are better off separated and that is it, end of our story. That time, the only person by my side was Tatsuya. He held me in his arms protectively as I cried my heart out to him.

‘She doesn’t deserve you Jin. Do not cry. It’s alright.’

Those words came out from an angel’s lips. Soothing my troubled heart, lifting me up from all my pains. I was completely swept off my feet. We started hanging out unlike we used to; he is always there to put a smile on my face. He was my best pain reliever. He would always ask if I am doing fine, how I am feeling and if I want anything. Just the thing I needed the most that time. I could not ask for more. I just found myself falling, again but I kept it. At least I tried to.

Kazuya and the rest of the band were busy with their own solo projects but they try their best to check on me occasionally. It was nice but the person who showed so much affection was Tatsuya and I was the kind of man who easily falls for people like him. Stupid I know, but I cannot help it.

Finally, my feelings were too strong and I could not handle it anymore. I suddenly stopped walking, making sure we are not in the sight of so many people. I leaned my back on the wall at the corner of the street, my eyes casted down and pinned to my toes. Tatsuya looked back and frowned.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, face full of concern.

I shook my head, took a deep breath and looked up at him. Putting on my best smile, “Nothing-“I breathed out.

“Are you sure?” he asked again; face still the same as before. Worried.

I kept that smile on my face though my knees were shaking in nervousness and fear. My heart raced wildly as if it is about to jump right out of my chest. Again, I took a deep breath and looked straight into his beautiful brown eyes.

“I like you, a lot.” I managed to breathe it out clearly yet still my voice was shaking.

He stared at me, face blank. It scared me more than I am feeling already. I casted my gaze down again and heard him giggle. I looked up and stared at him with a pout. “What’s funny?” I questioned quirking an eyebrow up at him.

He shook his head and took a deep breath as well. “Nothing.” He mumbled and his giggling façade was instantly turned into a serious one as he cast his eyes at me. His stare was heavy, piercing through me.

I sighed and rubbed a hand on my nape, “So tell me. What do you say?” I finally asked I could not take the tension anymore.

“I like you too Jin.” He said casually, leaning his back on the same wall, I was leaning into. He smiled at me before looking up at the dimming sky.

“But you have to understand, it’s not that easy for us to get together. I am new to this. You’ll be my first boyfriend if we go on with it so I’m not sure yet. I need to think about it. Give me some time, okay?” he hummed quietly.

It took a while before his words sink into my rotted mind. “Okay.” I smiled and we continued to walk the busy streets of Shibuya, lucking still unnoticed.

…

February 22, 2009

I woke up at exactly 6:30 am. It was our day off. I tried going back to sleep, but I cannot. I stared at the white concrete ceiling of my room. Mind blank until my phone rang. It was Tatsuya. My senses suddenly shot awake. I hurried and picked my phone up to answer. “H-Hello?”

“Jin.” He greeted me with his sweet and soft soothing voice. I could not help but smile.

“Hey~” I greeted back, “Can’t sleep?” I asked and leaned my back on my bed’s headboard.

He chuckled, “Well, I’ve been thinking. I want to tell you something before I go back to bed. I can’t wait anymore.” He started.

“Mm, what is it?” I asked nervously. Could it be it?

“Jin, I want to try it. Let us try to make things work out between us. I like you a lot and I guess trying will not hurt. If things will not work out then, we can still be friends. Right?” he asked.

I could not comprehend what he just said. Did he just say yes? “R-Right.” I stumbled with my words. I am just extremely happy, I could not explain it. I heard him giggle. It was just so adorable.

“Tatsuya.” I called out to him.

“Yes Jin?”

“I love you.”

Silence, but not an awkward silence occupied the two of us for a moment. “I love you too Jin.” He replied and it made my heart jump in so much happiness.

“Thank you.” I hummed happily.

“No, there’s no need to thank me.” He replied.

“Mm, go back to sleep. I’ll see you later.”

“Okay, bye.” With that said. He hanged up and we both went back to sleep. I did not even bother to tell him about my past with Kazuya. I was too happy to even think of the possible complications my relationship with Tatsuya could bring our group. I guess I was to naïve though I insist I am already matured when I am not.

…

February 23, 2009

‘Yoh Jin, Kame-chan’s waiting for you to greet him. Don’t tell him I told you. Good luck!’

I just got out of the shower when Koki messaged me. I frowned as I tried to figure out what his message meant. I was so overjoyed that Tatsuya and I are now together to even trouble myself thinking about anything else. Sighing, I sat on the edge of my bed still undress and messaged Kazuya right away.

‘Hey~’

‘Hey! What’s up?’

‘Mm- nothing much just got out of the shower. How are you?’

‘I am fine, you?’

‘Same-‘

I replied. It took me a while to decide if I should inform him about Tatsuya and I but I figured out it was the right thing to do so I gave it a shot.

‘Ne, Kazuya, can I ask you a question?’

‘Sure, go ahead. What is it?’

‘What would you do if you find out…I’m dating someone already?’

A deafening silence occupied my room. It took him a while to reply then I started to feel nervous about the whole tell-my-best-friend-about-my-new-relationship-thing. I bit my lower lip as I exhaled tensely. I can feel beads of unwanted cold sweat form on my forehead. I felt something was going to be wrong but still I knew I should tell him no matter what, it would be better that he find out about it through me than knowing from other people.

The tension increased as five minutes passed by so quickly and finally, my phone beeped. It was Kazuya. I took another deep breath and read his message.

‘I don’t know Jin. I do not know what to do, act or say. Probably I will not ever talk to you again. I really do not know. Why are you asking this all of a sudden? Are…you- dating someone already?’

I can tell just by reading his message, there was sadness, frustration and nervousness in his every word. It was strong. Slowly, guilt started to eat me up but not fully, not just yet.

‘Why, why won’t you talk to me anymore?’ I asked him curiously.

Again, a sudden awkward silence ate up my whole flat; it was five in the afternoon that time. I waited patiently for his reply and after long minutes of waiting, it finally came.

‘Because I don’t want to be a burden. If you are seeing someone already, then I cannot stick around. It is just not right; I do not want to be a bother. Tell me Jin, Are you seeing someone already?’ he questioned.

I let out a heavy sigh. It was heavy. His emotions were heavy and so were mine. His words pounded on my head hard. I can feel his emotions flowing uncontrollably to mine and it is drowning me in guilt.

‘Yah, it is Tatsuya.’

‘Oh, okay. Well be happy. I have to go now. I guess, I’ll see you around.’

‘No Kazuya, wait. Talk to me, do not be like this.’

‘I really need to go now Jin. Be happy.’

‘No, Kazuya. You are mad, I can tell. Please- let’s talk.’

‘What is there to talk about Jin? Seriously. What do you expect me to feel, act and do in a situation like this? I still love you Jin. I still do, but I guess I did not show it well enough for you to notice. Just be happy with Tatsuya.’

“I figured out that I should tell you because you’re my best friend. I am sorry but I will not let you just throw our friendship just like that Kazu; we have been best friends for ten years. We have been together through a lot. Don’t just abandon me just like that.’

‘Right, I’m just a good best friend and that’s all I’ll ever be to you, right Jin? Heck, I am waiting for you to greet me today but I guess this is what I get for loving you so much, huh? I am an idiot and yes for ten years Jin, I have waited so patiently. I stayed by your side no matter how painful it was, is that not enough to show you how I feel about you? Is ten years still not enough? I really have to go Jin. Good bye.’

‘What are you talking about Kazuya? No, do not do this. Please- I am sorry! I did not mean to hurt you. Really, please listen to me.’

And before I knew it, my phone ran out of battery. So much for my good luck that day. I lie on my bed, confused. He is mad. Kazuya is mad. I do not know what to do. He is really mad. I curled up in my bed like a little kid scared of a thunderstorm. Soon enough, tears are already trickling out of my moisten eyes.

“You’re an idiot, Jin.” I told myself before deciding to call Koki and tell him what happened knowing that Kazuya would run to him in times like this. I sat up and reached over my nightstand to pick up the telephone before dialling Koki’s digits.

“Hello?”

“…hey, it’s me.”

“Oh Jin, what’s up?”

“Kazuya’s…mad at me. Really…mad.”

“Ee? Why? What did you do?”

“…I told him I’m dating someone already…and it’s Tatsuya.”

Silence occupied the two of us. I can tell Koki was shocked too. He let out a heavy sigh; I can actually imagine the look on his face that very moment.

“Uh, I see. Well I cannot really blame him. Today is his special day and he was waiting for you to greet him. I’ll talk to him though.”

“Please do. Tell him I’m really sorry for hurting him, I really didn’t mean to.”

“I will. Just be happy and take care of Tatsu.”

“…I will. Thanks.” then I hanged up. Tears kept rolling off my eyes and unexpectedly, my doorbell rang. I wiped my tears off and walked towards the front door. I stood there, staring at him as tears started to flow off my already red eyes. He stared at me. Face frowning in fret. He was the last person I was expecting to see.

“Jin, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” his soft angelic voice rang in my eardrums and I gasped, walking towards him and leaning my exhausted form onto him.

“Tatsuya-“I muttered as I close my eyes shut, I held him close to me like a child not wanting to let go of his favourite toy.

“Jin? What’s wrong?” he asked again, this time his concern stronger evident to his voice.

I shook my head and chuckled though my tears kept flooding down my cheeks. “Kazuya…I made him mad.” I simply replied.

“What? Why? What did you do?” he questioned curiously.

“I told him…about us.”

Tatsuya stood there; he pulled his face away from my chest and stared at me with confused expression plastered all over his pretty face. “Why is he mad about it then?”

“Because…I use to date him.”

Silence ate up my whole flat again. I looked straight into his eyes. I can see frustration, confusion and pity.

“I…did not know that…you two…dated…before.” He stammered.

“I’m sorry I did not tell you.”

He held me in those strong arms of his, protectively just like the way he used to when my girlfriend left me. I flinched but calmed down in his arms as I, again, cried my heart to him.

“It’s okay Jin, its okay. It’s just that today is his birthday so maybe he was just hurt that instead of greeting him a happy birthday, you told him about us. I kind of understand what he feels.”

I froze at his words. How could I forget? It was Kazuya’s birthday. How stupid. My tears flowed harder as I realize my mistake. How could I do that to him? I buried my face further into Tatsuya’s sturdy chest as he rubbed my back, trying his all to comfort and ease me from all the pain and guilt that was slowly stealing my breath away. He stayed strong. For me.

…

After that horrible night, I tried messaging Kazuya and tried my best to show him how guilty and sorry I was but I had hurt him so much. There is no day that would be complete in that ten years we spent together that I would not make him feel bad. There is always something in my actions, in my words that would hurt him even though I do not mean to. Even though I do not do anything, I am still able to hurt him without me knowing it.

To sum it all up, I concluded to myself that I am indeed an idiot. Days passed, we do not talk to each other unless we have to. For example, like in Cartoon KAT-TUN. The only times we talk to each other is when we do interviews together or if we are together in one segment. We are really good actors, people cannot barely tell there is something wrong going on between Akame. After each roll of the camera’s film, behind the curtains, we are at a cold war.

Tatsuya and Koki remained silent, not wanting Junno and Yuichi to know about it. It will just bring the group down and so will it upset the fans and I am pretty sure Johnny will not be very pleased if that happen, Sighing, I went up the rooftop of the building. The place where Kazuya and I used to hang out to but now, he never goes up there after that night.

I sighed and took a cancer stick out of my pocket, placed it between my trembling lips and lit it. I took a long drag from it and stared at the whole city. I can see it clearly from up there. No matter how hard I try, my thoughts would drift back to Kazuya. I am still so confused. He told me he wanted to love someone worth of his heart, not like me. I do not deserve him.

…

‘Kazuya, please. Forgive me.’

I pulled him by his arm and tried to make him talk to me that night. I wanted him to forgive me already because I cannot take the guilt in my heart anymore. I cannot do anything right if we keep going like that, I cannot work properly knowing he is mad at me. He stared at me with those big round eyes. Their filled with pain. It is suffocating me. Tying a sickening knot at the depths of my stomach.

‘Tell me everything you want to tell me, right here. Right now. I want to hear them. Tell me how stupid I am. Tell me anything cruel, I will take it. Just please forgive me.’

I begged him but he just stood there, staring at me and soon enough I just found him crying again.

‘I hate you. You are an idiot. Selfish, insensitive and cruel. You are a jerk, an asshole and a rotten sick bastard! I hate you. I hate you so much! I will never forgive you. I hate you so much you idiot! I am sick of you; I am so tired of you. I had enough of you Jin. I give up. There is no use chasing you around. You are too fast for me. I keep stumbling and falling down; all I do when I stick around you is hurt myself. I give up. I just hope you’d just be happy.’

Those words struck me like lightning, bolting down my whole body and electrifying me with so much guilt. It hurts. Why? It is so painful.

‘I’m sorry Kazuya, for the troubles…but you see I loved someone else all along. I’m really sorry.’ I mouthed each word carefully not wanting to hurt Kazuya’s already broken heart.

I stood there petrified as I watch Kazuya ran away from me, crying. Why? Why does it hurt so much when I have Tatsuya with me already? Why is this all happening?

These questions flashed hysterically at the back of my mind and I found myself curled up in my bed and crying my heart out, again. It was cold. Dark and lonely.

Tatsuya- where are you?

…

After finishing half of the content of my cigarette box, I decided to head back down to the dressing room and if lucky might have a chance to talk to Kazuya. I tucked my hands inside my pockets and walked casually down the stairs. Tatsuya was doing his photo shoot for Popolo. I miss him. I took another deep breath and let out a heave of heavy sigh. I am such an idiot. I cannot clear out my feelings. Kazuya or Tatsuya?

“Fuck!” I cursed as I finally reached the floor where our dressing room is. I slowly walked towards the door, hands still tucked inside my pockets. The door was slightly opened and I peeked inside. I stood frozen again as I saw something I never expected. My eyes grew wide in shock. No way. It cannot be. I tried to make myself believe what I am seeing that very moment was just a dream. A horrible dream. However, it was real. So real that I cannot comprehend anything anymore.

I was…shocked. I held a hand on my head. ‘Shit- no way.’ I cursed again, this time inside my thoughts not wanting Kazuya and Koki to know I was there. I stood there quietly, watching them and the next thing I new I was crying.

‘Thank you, again. And I admit; now I can tell that I am falling for you. Thank you for loving me.’

I placed a hand over my mouth and nose making sure it is covered well enough so that they cannot hear me sobbing. I do not want to disturb them in anyway possible. I leaned my back on the wall just beside the dressing room’s door and sobbed quietly as images of Kazuya and Koki kissing like that flashed wildly at the back of my mind.

’W-what is this? Koki…and…Ka-Kazuya?’

I chuckled quietly to myself, thinking of how stupid I am. Hell, what am I crying for? I asked myself as I held on my head with both hands. I continued to cry quietly as my back slid down the wall. Am I crazy? Maybe I am. Maybe I am just confused. Hell I do not know. All I know is that I am hurting. I closed my eyes, tightened my fist on the strands of my hair as tears continued to flood out of my eyes hysterically. I tried…so hard to breathe evenly.

‘Why Jin? Why the fuck are you crying? You told Kazuya- you are in love with someone else but what is this now? Why confuse yourself and other people? Why be so fucking selfish?’

All my thoughts were interrupted when I felt those soft hands on my cheeks, thumbs running on the bottom of my tear soaked eyes. I know that touch. I sighed and the next thing I knew, his lips was on mine. They were soft and calming, the kiss was deep and passionate. I opened my eyes slowly and found him kissing me. His delicate hands trapping my face in them and do not want to let go. I needed someone right now and it was him but I can’t ever let him know why I am crying. Never.

I smiled a little at him as he pulled away from me. I wiped my tears with the back of my palm. “Hey- done with the photo shoot?” I asked, trying to act normally as possible but as I glance up at his face, I can tell he knew.

“What? Is anything bothering you again? I said that you can tell me your problems, right?” he said, annoyance, jealousy, sadness, pity, concern and frustration clear in his voice.

I took another deep breath and took all my force to put on that smile that he loved. “It’s nothing.” I mumbled and lowered my hand. I cannot stare back at his eyes. I cannot.

“Come on, let’s go.” I mouthed as I started walking off but he pulled me back.

“It’s Kame, right?” he asked, eyes almost pleading me to be honest to him.

I looked down and chuckled, shrugging his hands off lightly, “What? Let us not talk about it, okay? Now let’s go.” I tried yet again, slipping my hand around his waist gently but for it to be only shrugged off harshly. I looked up at him and frustration clear on his façade.

“I’m sorry.” Is all that I managed to say, I could not do anything really. He is too stubborn for me to handle.

“No, tell me about it Jin.” He said firmly, it sounded more like a command though. All I could do was to sigh. I glanced up to see his face only to find him tearing up. It broke my heart more than it was already.

“I’m not blind, Jin.” He said pain clear in his voice. I was about to speak when Kazuya and Koki came rushing out of the dressing room. Silence filled us. We are lucky no one else was around; Junno and Yuichi are both at the studio doing their photo shoots. Without thinking again, I reached out for Kazuya’s hand. Yes, Kazuya’s hand and dragged him along with me. Somewhere. Somewhere far from Koki and Tatsuya’s eyes.

I can feel them stare at me as I drag Kazuya along, to my surprise, he is not struggling yet he is following my lead. I can still feel Koki and Tatsuya’s stare piercing through my back painfully.

‘I am sorry my love. I just have to clear things out finally for the sake of everyone. I’ll end all our confusions right here and right now.’

I guess I was furious, deranged perhaps. “Jin…where are we going?” I heard Kazuya ask casually. I remained silent and kept walking. I do not really know where we are going until I found myself pushing Kazuya inside a storage room. I locked the door behind us and pulled the dim light on, illuminating the four corners of the small storage room vaguely.

I can barely breathe; we are so close to each other. I am sweating and so was he. There is no ventilation in the storage room and all there was were boxes and nothing else. It makes it even harder to breath. I felt his hot breathe hit my moist skin. It sent shrills down my spine. I stared at him and he stared back at me. We are both feeling so hot.

“What is this?” he asked.

I shrugged, “What happened to us?” I asked back.

“You tell me.”

“I messed up…again.” I mumbled as I took one-step away from him.

He just kept staring at me. “Kiss me, Jin,” he commanded.

I looked up at him, Shocked. I took a deep breath, walked closer to him. I placed a hand on his cheek, cupping it in my warm palm as my thumb caressed his lips. I closed my eyes and leaned down to kiss him, thinking maybe by this we can both find answers to our questions. We kissed and as time pass by it deepened but…there was no spark to it anymore. Unlike before. The fire between us was slowly dying and I fear it will leave us both out in the cold.

I broke the kiss. Finally, I figured everything out. I realized my true feelings. I found my place in this world. Now I know what to do and how to act. I found the answers that I have been looking for, now my mind is clear. I feel light and free from all the sorrow and pains our relationship brought us and I am hoping Kazuya felt the same.

I looked down and stepped away from him as far as I could and mouthed the words, “I-I’m sorry. Now…I know where I stand and belong. I am really sorry Kazuya. I really did not mean to hurt you. Believe me.” I mumbled.

“Don’t be. I’m feeling more and more apologetic for myself when you say those cursed words.” He replied as he held on his head, he was crying again.

“I couldn’t do anything but to make you cry. I am not worth of your time. I do not deserve someone like you and I am definitely not worth your tears…Kazuya, do not love someone like me again. Please…I hope that you will be happy. Let’s never meet like this again.” And with those final words, I swung the door open and walked away. Leaving Kazuya crying there as well as all my feelings for him but I will keep and treasure all our memories together. Forever.

…

Please…be happy. Even if my heart is going to melt when you are gone, I will still believe in this even when you are gone. I guess it is just another helpless night.

…

The end

Chapter 8-A: Love or Hate

2009-07-29T12:33:12Z

[fanfic]TITLE: .+.love or hate.+.[chapter 8-the last chapter]
AUTHOR: bakajinjin(me:pi_no_tsuma...bakajinjin is my pen name)
GENRE: romance,action,oc,comedy(just a bit),teen and highschool life
RATING: PG/PG-13
MAIN CHARACTERS: Sakijima,Yuuki(fictional character) and Akanishi,Jin as Tsukano,Mitsuo
OTHER IMPORTANT CHARACTERS: Maemori,Manami(fictional character); Kamenashi,Kazuya as Okada,Eiji; Ueda,Tatsuya as Kawamura,Hiroki; Taguchi,Junnosuke as Satou,Kazuki; Tanaka,Koki as Yamasaki,Masao and Nakamaru,Yuiichi as Fujita,Takayuki

SONG FOR THE FIC: Lovin' U by KAT-TUN

DISCLAIMER: I definietly do not own any J.E. characters in this fanfic...(I just borrowed them).I made this fic for my friends Nikachan and Makichan(kunimaki3567)and also as a gift to Nadiachan(turtle_rhyme)for her birthday.Otanjou bi omedettou ne Nadiachan.

.+.~…~.+.

After a while, Eiji and Manami went back to the dressing room bringing good news to their friends who are worried about them.

‘Tadaima~!!!’ Eiji and Manami exclaimed while holding each others hand.

‘EEEEEEE~!!!’ Kazuki yelled in shock.

‘Nande?’ Hiroki asked and glanced at where Kazuki was pointing, ‘Eeeee~???’

‘What are you guys yelling about?’ Masao glanced at the same spot Kazuki and Hiroki were pointing, ‘Eeeeeeeee~!?’

‘YOU GUYS ARE SO NOISY~!!!’ Taka scolded and looked at the spot where the three guys are poiting, ‘Eeeeeeeeeeee~!?!?’

‘Nani?’ Eiji asked in confusion.

‘You two…holding hands…you…’ the four mumbled.

‘ohh…Eiji-kun asked me out…’ Manami smiled.

‘Eeeeeeeeeee~?!?!’ the four twitched and almost fell off the ground.

‘What? Is there something wrong?’ Eiji asked with a *what-the-heck-look* on his face.

‘cut it off guys…’ Mitsuo sighed, ‘better hurry up and start rehearsing…we’re wasting time…’ he continued and left the dressing room with his guitar leaving behind a charm bracelet that fell of his pocket.

‘ahh hai~!!!’ the other four nodded and followed Mitsuo to the stage.

‘saa ikou?’ Eiji asked.

‘ah you go ahead…I’ll just clean the mess here…I’ll follow afterwards…’ Manami smiled.

‘ok…jya…’ Eiji kissed Manami’s forehead and left.

‘hmmm…those guys are too clumsy…’ Manami sighed and started cleaning then suddenly she saw a charm bracelet on the sofa where Mitsuo was sitting, ‘Eeee~? Kawaii…’ she picked it up then wear it on her wrist, ‘I wonder who this bracelet belongs to…’ she wondered then continued cleaning.

After a while Manami finished cleaning the dressing room and so she decided to watch the rehearsal. When she went to the stage, ‘The Juliets’ were almost done with their first set of rehearsal.

‘ohhh…goodbye…’ the song ended with Eiji’s last words.

‘Waaahhh…sugeii~!!!’ Manami clapped her hands happily.

‘Arigatou…’ Eiji smiled.

‘come…take a break guys…’ Manami called out handing them each a towel and water.

‘arigatou…’ Hiroki bowed as Manami handed her a towel and water.

‘wahhh arigatou Manami-chan…’ Masao smiled as he receive his towel and water.

‘ahhh I’m so tired…’ Kazuki whined while wiping his face with the towel Manami gave her.

‘sou ne…boku mo…’ Taka sighed and gulped in his water.

‘Eeee~? Manami-chan…where did you get that bracelet?’ Mitsuo asked as he check his pocket.

‘ahhh…I found this in the dressing room…is this…yours?’ Manami asked.

‘yah…please give it back…it’s important to me…’

‘oh gomenasai…’ Manami hurriedly handed over the bracelet to Mitsuo and apologized.

‘ii yo…it’s ok…’ Mitsuo smiled and placed the bracelet back in his pocket.

‘how come you own such kind of bracelet, it’s for girls only ne?’ Eiji asked.

‘ahh this is from the girl I met in an alley the other night…she was so brave…she didn’t feared the drunkard guys in that alley…she left it…’ Mitsuo answered.

‘a girl you met in an alley, how come it became so important then?’ Taka asked.

‘don’t tell me you fell inlove with that girl…’ Kazuki added.

‘BIG TIME~!!!’ Mitsuo answered.

‘sweet…that’s nice…so why not give it back to her then?’ Hiroki smiled.

‘sou ne then afterwards, ask her out…’ Masao agreed.

‘I would love to but…I can’t find her…but Yuuki resembles her a lot…I don’t know…’ Mitsuo sighed.

‘charm bracelet…a girl in an alley who is brave and fearless…Yuuki resembling that girl a lot…’ Manami analyzed in her thoughts then realized the girl Mitsuo is looking was Yuuki all along, that explains why Mitsuo can’t hurt Yuuki. But unfortunately she can’t tell Mitsuo that Yuuki is a girl, ‘how can I help my bestest friend if the situation is like this?’ Manami sighed.

‘daijobou ka Manami-chan?’ Eiji asked in concerned tone.

‘ahh hai…’ Manami smiled.

‘saa…let’s do another set…’ Mitsuo exclaimed.

‘hai~!!!’ the all agreed and rehearsed again.

After rehearsing for a long time, the concert hall was being prepared for the concert, the stage and stage lights are checked and at the dressing room the stars are being styled by their stylist. The concert is finally starting, the concert hall started to be filled with fans screaming the stars’ names. Not long before the concert start, Yuuki and her grandmother arrived.

‘Yuuki-chan~!!!’ Manami waved.

‘ahh Manami-chan…’ Yuuki smiled.

‘still wearing manly clothes…’ Manami whispered.

‘yah…’ Yuuki sighed, ‘anyways…baachan…this is Manami-chan…the girl I told you about last night…’

‘ahh sou ka…yoroshiku onegaishimasu~!!!’ Yuuki’s grandmother bowed.

‘ahh kochira kosou…Yoroshiku onegaishimasu…’ Manami bowed back, ‘saa…do you wanna see the guys before the concert start?’

‘Eee~? Is it ok?’ Yuuki asked.

‘ofcourse…you have V.I.P. pass ne? ikou…’ Manami pulled Yuuki to the back stage.

And so Manami dragged Yuuki to the dressing room of ‘The Juliets’ and when they arrived, the boys were getting ready for the concert.

‘ahh Manami-chan…’ Eiji smiled as Manami enter the dressing room.

‘Yuuki’s here too…’ pulls Yuuki in.

‘ah domo…gomen for barging in…’ Yuuki bowed.

‘ii yo…’ Taka smiled.

‘sou ne…come in…’ Masao agreed.

‘arigatou…’ Yuuki kept staring at the floor.

‘daijobou ka Yuuki-kun?’ Hiroki asked.

‘ah hai…daijobou…anyways…gam batte kudasai…’ Yuuki bowed again.

‘mouchiron…gam barimasu~!!!’ Kazuki smiled.

‘saa…I’ll…I’ll go now…’ Yuuki went off.

‘it seems she’s feeling awkward towards Mistuo…she didn’t even dare to stare or even glance at him…’ Manami thought.

Soon enough the concert started and everyon in the concert hall started screaming over the boys. Yuuki’s eyes were pinned to Mitsuo who was serious in playing the guitar. In the half of the concert.

‘they are so good ne?’ Yuuki’s grandmother commented which made Yuuki snap out of her daydream.

‘ah sou desu…’ Yuuki nodded.

‘anyways I have a meeting to go to…so I’ll leave you here…’

‘Eeee? Can I go home instead?’ Yuuki complained.

‘no…the ticket given to us will be a waste if you wont watch the concert…saa jya…’ Yuuki’s grandmother waved goodbye and left.

‘tsk…why is she always like that…’ Yuuki sighed.

‘minna-sama…I would like to thank all of you for coming…especially to Manami-chan…for bringing us bento and for taking good care of us…arigatou…’ Eiji announced before continuing the concert.

‘Arigatou Manami-chan…’ The other boys yelled out.

‘and…we would like to call the attention of our friend and classmate…Sakijima,Yuuki…’ Mitsuo said as he turned his gaze to Yuuki, ‘who helped me the other day…arigatou…for helping me…and for coming to our concert…’ he continued.

Yuuki’s heart went doki doki upon hearing Mitsuo calling out her name and thanking her, she felt like crying because of too much happiness.

‘this next song is for Yuuki and Manami-chan…’ Mitsuo added, ‘this song is called…Yorokobi no Uta…’

And so they started singing Yorokobi no Uta for Yuuki and Manami, both of them started to cry silently in their seats. After a while the concert ended with a loud applause from the fans, all of them were touched by the song especially Manami and Yuuki. So when the boys went to the backstage Manami hurried towards Yuuki and dragged her to the dressing room.

‘nani kore?’ Yuuki asked as she was being dragged by Manami again.

‘won’t you thank Mitsuo for dedicating such a nice song for you?’ Manami asked back.

‘ah…that…yeah…’ Yuuki looked down.

‘MINNA~!!!OMEDETTOU~!!!’ Manami exclaimed as she barged in the dressing room.

‘arigatou gozaimasu~!!!’ the boys bowed.

‘oh and thanks for the sweet song…infact…Yuuki want to say thank you too ne?’ pulls Yuuki in.

‘ahh…hai…arigatou…gozaimasu…’ Yuuki bowed and stared at her feet again.

‘ii yo…don’t thank us…it’s Mitsuo who dedicated that song to you…’ Eiji smiled.

‘NO I DID NOT…We all did…’ Mitsuo denied.

‘whatever…anyways…let’s go celebrate..’ Hiroki said.

‘wahh that’s a good idea…’ Kazuki exclaimed.

‘ok let’s go…’ Taka agreed.

‘Yuuki and Manami-chan should come too ne?’ Masao asked.

‘ofcourse we’ll come…ne Yuuki?’ Manami nudged Yuuki.

‘ah I will pass…’ Yuuki whispered.

‘kill joy…’ Mitsuo mumbled, ‘if you don’t want to then don’t…’ Mitsuo sighed.

‘baka…’ Eiji hit Mitsuo’s head then whispered, ‘he should come…he saved you remember…’

‘tsk…whatever…’ Mitsuo sighed.

‘ahm…we’ll go ahead guys…’ Manami interrupted and pulled Eiji and the others out of the dressing room.

‘erm…arigatou…for…the song…yah…jya…’ Yuuki bowed and started walking away but Mitsuo stopped her.

‘matte…anno…kore…you…you should come along…ikou…’ Mitsuo pulled her out of the dressing room and dragged her to the karaoke house where the others were waiting.

‘what took you two so long…come…’ Eiji was the mc for their celebration.

‘sorry…traffic…’ Mitsuo apologized and went to sit.

Then they celebrated, they sung and drunk. After a while they decided to go home by pairs because some of them are already sleepy and a bit drunk.

‘I’ll go with Manami-chan…’ Eiji said who is not yet drunk.

‘oh ok…’ Manami nodded.

‘well since Kazuki and I are living near each other…I think I’ll tug along with him…’ Hiroki smiled.

‘sure…’ Kazuki nodded, ‘saa jya ne…’ they waved good bye and left.

‘well I’ll go with Taka…’ Masao said.

‘yah…let’s go…’ Taka smiled and left with Masao.

‘well you two should go home too…take care of Yuuki…I think he’s drunk…’ Eiji reminded Mitsuo who is left alone with Yuuki.

‘jya ne Yuuki…Mitsuo-kun mo…’ Manami waved goodbye and left with Eiji.

‘tsk…now what…’ Mitsuo sighed and scratched his head, ‘Oi~!!!’ taps Yuuki’s shoulder, ‘Oi~!!!wake up…’ shakes Yuuki’s body but she wont budge, ‘this is hopeless…’ so he decided to carry Yuuki when he’s about to carry her, Yuuki grabbed his shirt’s collar and pulled him closer then she kissed him mindlessly(cause she’s drunk remember). Mitsuo was shocked and frozen, after a while Yuuki lets go off Mitsuo’s collar and fell back on the sofa.

‘what the…’ Mitsuo placed his fingers on his lips and stared at Yuuki. He’s face are heating up and his heart went doki doki, he’s sweating even if the room was air conditioned, ‘Baka…’ he sighed and carried her in his back.

.+.bakajinjin.+.

Love or Hate 6-A

2009-07-27T12:56:16Z

[fanfic]TITLE: .+.love or hate.+.[chapter 6-a]
AUTHOR: bakajinjin(me:pi_no_tsuma...bakajinjin is my pen name)
GENRE: romance,action,oc,comedy(just a bit),teen and highschool life
RATING: PG/PG-13
MAIN CHARACTERS: Sakijima,Yuuki(fictional character) and Akanishi,Jin as Tsukano,Mitsuo
OTHER IMPORTANT CHARACTERS: Maemori,Manami(fictional character); Kamenashi,Kazuya as Okada,Eiji; Ueda,Tatsuya as Kawamura,Hiroki; Taguchi,Junnosuke as Satou,Kazuki; Tanaka,Koki as Yamasaki,Masao and Nakamaru,Yuiichi as Fujita,Takayuki

SONG FOR THE FIC: Lovin' U by KAT-TUN

.+.~…~.+.

Meanwhile, Taka,Kazuki and Masao finally found the staircase leading to the roof top and when they arrived at the top.

‘Wow…this is a nice hide out Mitsuo…’ Masao exclaimed as he explore the place with his eyes.

‘what the hell are you doing here?’ Mitsuo asked.

‘we where looking for you…’ Taka answered.

‘we were worried that you went off and picked fights again so…we went looking for you…’ Kazuki added.

‘LEAVE~!!!’ Mitsuo yelled furiously.

‘hey hey hey…cool down…we were just here to check you out…’ Masao said trying to calm Mitsuo down.

‘what’s wrong with you?we were just worried…’ Kazuki protested.

‘sou desu…why are you like this?is Yuuki the reason?’ Taka asked.

‘DON’T DARE mention his name to me…’ Mitsuo said angrily.

‘what’s wrong with Yuuki?why are you so angry with him…’ Taka asked again.

‘he’s so annoying…he’s so irritating…I hate him…I HATE HIM SO MUCH…’ Mitsuo answered and walked off.

‘he’s so angry…what could had happened between them?’ Kazuki asked himself worriedly.

‘I never saw Mitsuo this angry…’ Masao added.

‘he’ll definietly pick fights now…’ Taka muttered and ran after Mitsuo.

‘oh shit…’ Masao and Kazuki gasped and ran after Taka.

And so Taka,Masao and Kazuki went to see Eiji and Hiroki. At the classroom.

‘Eiji…Hiroki…’ Taka panted.

‘nande?’ Eiji asked.

‘have you seen Mitsuo at the roof top?’ Hiroki asked.

‘hai demo…he ran away…’ Kazuki mumbled.

‘ran away?’ Eiji asked.

‘hai…anno…where is Yuuki?’ Masao asked.

‘ahhh…he went home…cause he’s not feeling well…’ Hiroki explained.

‘sou ka…anyway…we better find Mitsuo…I’m sure he’s up to something dangerous…’ Taka said.

‘nande?’ Eiji asked cluelessly.

‘he’s really angry…and when he’s angry…you know what he love to do ne?’ Kazuki explained.

‘pick fights…’ Hiroki and Eiji exclaimed.

‘so what are you waiting for?Let’s go…’ Masao said.

‘hai…’ and they all went to find Mitsuo.

Meanwhile as Yuuki was walking her way home, she saw Manami at the park bench waiting for someone.

‘yoh Manami-chan…’ Yuuki gave her a smile, ‘waiting for Mitsuo?’ she continued.

‘Yuuki-kun…’ Manami smiled, ‘iie…actually…I was waiting for you…’ she answered.

‘me???nande???’ Yuuki asked.

‘anno…I want to talk to you about something…’ Manami said seriously.

‘sounds like important…what is it?’ Yuuki asked as she sat beside Manami.

‘you’re a girl right?you’re the same girl who saved me the other night?’ Manami asked directly.

‘dame…she knew…what should I do now?’ Yuuki thought, ‘ahh…are you kidding?’ Yuuki laughed nervously.

‘don’t lie to me…how come you look so much a like the girl I met the other night…and how come you both have exactly the same name?’ Manami asked continuosly, ‘its definietly not just a coincidence’ she continued.

‘DARN…now what…’ Yuuki thought.

‘Yuuki-kun…oshiete kudasai…you’re a girl ne?’ Manami asked.

‘ofcourse…not…’ Yuuki denied.

‘then prove it…’ Manami ordered.

‘prove?’ Yuuki asked.

‘hai…prove it…’ Manami nodded, ‘prove to me you’re a guy…’ she continued.

‘Holy crap…what should I do…I can’t let her know…I don’t want to do this…demo…here goes nothing…’ Yuuki said on her thoughts and she slowly put her hand on Manami’s face and kissed her.

Manami was speechless and flushed. Face turned bright red, she can’t believ that the person she admired the most kissed her. Her heart pounded so fast like it never did before, the feeling she felt as Yuuki’s soft lips touches hers was so special.

Yuuki’s tender lips slowly left Manami’s as Yuuki’s eyes meet Manami’s stare, ‘there…is it enough proof?’ Yuuki whispered and stood up, ‘is that all you want to talk about with me?’ Yuuki asked.

‘ah…anno…’ gets up and bows deeply, ‘hontou ni gomenasai…I didn’t mean to…I’m sorry I made you do this kind of stuff…hontou ni gomenasai…’ she apologized.

‘well atleast its all clear now…jya…’ Yuuki waved goodbye and started to walk off.

Manami collapsed on the bench still can’t believe that she was kissed by the ‘guy’ she liked, suddenly her phone rung.

‘moshi moshi…’ she answered the call.

‘Manami…it’s me Eiji…’ Eiji said while panting.

‘hai…nande???’ Manami asked.

‘can you…help…us find…Mi…Mitsuo?’ Eiji panted.

‘ah…hai…did something happened to Mitsuo?’ Manami asked worriedly.

‘ahhh he’s…definietly…up…to no good…again…’ Eiji explained.

‘wakarimashita…jya…’ hungs up, ‘where the hell could Mitsuo be?’ worried she hurry to find Mitsuo.

.+.~…~.+.

Meanwhile Yuuki got home, exhausted. As she enter the gate of her grandmother’s mansion, her mind is still thinking about what Mitsuo said to her.

‘UNREASONABLE???who’s the one who acted so cold in the first place HUH???who’s the one who started saying those cruel words back there? Am I the one? Huh?and didn’t you told me not to step into other people’s lives? But what are you soing now?’ those words flashed on her mind repeatedly making her eyes fill with tears.

‘STOP BUGGING ME MITSUO~!!!’ Yuuki cried out and run inside the mansion.

‘Okaerinasai Yuuki-sama’ Saito-san greeted with a bow.

‘ta…tadaima…’ Yuuki said in tears and run to her room.

‘Yuuki-sama…’ Saito-san called out in a very worried tone.

In Yuuki’s room, Yuuki kept crying in her bed. Mitsuo’s words flashes back again and again in her mind. She kept seeing Mitsuo’s sad eyes. Her heart feels like it’s being torn apart.

‘why…why am I feeling this way towards you??? I’m…I’m not…suppose to worry about you…I’m not…suppose to cry like this over you…demo nande???why am I feeling this way towards you? I can’t continue like this…he’s just like other guys…I can’t be fooled by him…I can’t fall for him…no I can’t…I should stop this…I can’t love you Mitsuo…I don’t want to be hurt…stop it…’ Yuuki cried out as her grandmother listened by the small opening at the door of her room.

‘sou ka…so its getting well after all…’ Her grandmother whispered and went away.

‘I need a walk…I need to clear my mind off…’ Yuuki wiped her tears and went out.

.+.~…~.+.

Meanwhile the 5 boys and Manami met up in the park all exhausted and empty handed.

‘I can’t…find him…’ Eiji panted.

‘me neither…’ Hiroki said as he collapse on the park bench.

‘ahhh where the hell is that guy???’ Masao asked as he breath in some air.

‘we looked every possible place he can pick a fight but…it seems he’s not there…’ Kazuki said and sat beside Hiroki.

‘I tried his apartment…he’s not there either…’ Manami added, ‘where could he be???’ Manami asked in a very worried tone.

.+.~…~.+.

Meanwhile as Yuuki was walking, she passed by an old warehouse where she heard a familiar voice of a guy being beaten up. Because of curiousity she went to peek at the scene only to find Mitsuo being beatedn by a gang. The picture of Mitsuo lying on the ground, bleeding and is still being beaten by a gang made Yuuki burst into anger. Without thinking, Yuuki run into the scene to help Mitsuo.

‘YAMETTE~!!!’ Yuuki yelled with a strong manly voice.

‘Eeeee? Who the hell are you?’ Kenta, the gang leader asked rudely.

Mitsuo looked up and saw a blurry figure, ‘who…who…are you?’ he muttered.

‘MITSUO HANG IN THERE~!!!’ Yuuki yelled.

‘ohhh now I see…so Mitsuo here is your friend…’ Kenta smirked.

‘LET HIM GO~!!!’ Yuuki ordered.

‘GO??? Who the hell do you think you are to command me like that?’ Kenta grabbed the collar of Yuuki’s shirt, ‘don’t you know this BAKA started it?’ Kenta continued.

Suddenly, Mitsuo got a clear view of who the blurry figure is. As he saw Yuuki in Kenta’s hand, Mitsuo felt anger raging inside him and so he yelled, ‘KENTA~!!!Let him…GO!!! He has..nothing…to…do…with this…’ Mitsuo tried to stand up from the ground, his eyes filled with anger. ‘FIGHT ME!!!’ Mitsuo smirked then attacked Kenta but unfortunately one of Kenta followers hit him with a long wood at his back.

‘MITSUO!!!’ Yuuki yelled and struggled away from Kenta’s grip, ‘BAKEROU!!!’ Yuuki yelled at Kenta and kicked him away from her, ‘Mitsuo~!!!’ Yuuki ran beside Mitsuo.

‘Yu…Yuuki…run…’ Mitsuo whispered.

‘MITSUO…HANG IN THERE!!!’ Yuuki shook Mitsuo’s body.

‘NIGERO~!!!’ Mitsuo yelled.

‘NO!!! I won’t leave you…’ Yuuki’s eyes start to fill in with tears, ‘I WON’T!!!’

‘well well well…looks like we have a new toy to play with…’ Kenta smirked then Kenta gestured his gang to attack Yuuki but as the gang members where about to hit her, Mitsuo hugged Yuuki covering his body on hers.

‘Mi…Mitsuo…’ Yuuki whispered as Mitsuo protected her from the gang members.

‘ahhhhhhhhhhh…you…gahhhhhh…why?’ Mitsuo muttered as he was being hit by the gang members.

‘Mitsuo…stop…stop it…YAMEROU~!!!’ Yuuki yelled and pushed Mitsuo away and started to punch the gang members, ‘I hated guys like you…I REALLY DO…but I don’t know why I feel different about you…YOUR SUCH A BAKA MITSUO!!! Picking fights like this…’ Yuuki lectured Mitsuo as she beat up some of the gang members.

‘tsk…baka desu yo…’ Mitsuo smirked and started to beat some gang members behind Yuuki, ‘if I’m a baka…what do you call yourself then?’ Mitsuo laughed and kicked some ass.

As Yuuki and Mitsuo where kicking some ass in the old ware house, Taka,Kazuki,Hiroki,Manami,Masao and Eiji happened to pass by that old ware house and heard voices inside. Because of curiousity they decided to peek and saw Yuuki and Mitsuo fighting a gang.

‘Omae YAROU~!!!’ Kenta yelled and hit Yuuki with a piece of wood at her back.

‘YUUKI~!!!” Mitsuo yelled and grab Kenta away from Yuuki who was struggling on the ground, ‘HOW DARE YOU!!!’ Mitsuo said angrily and punched Kenta right through his face.

‘MITSUO~!!!YUUKI~!!!’ Eiji, Kazuki, Masao, Hiroki and Kazuki together with Manami came running in.

‘Manami-chan…stay here ok…’ Eiji said and went to help Mitsuo and Yuuki.

‘be careful…’ Manami reminded.

‘I knew Mitsuo is up to no good…’ Taka muttered and joined the fight.

‘and look he even brought Yuuki in his mess…’ Kazuki added and followed Taka.

‘well it’s been a long time since I kicked someone’s ass…’ Masao smirked and run into the fight.

‘oh dear…this is gonna be bloody…’ Hiroki grinned and punched a gang member right through the face.

.+.bakajinjin.+.

Blood Lust: Chapter 2

2009-07-04T16:45:27Z

Nibamme no Yoru: Advent

…xXx…

The sun was finally setting down and all the students had gathered around the entrance of the school to welcome the Purebloods who are about to arrive. The male students had gathered on the other side of the driveway while the female students gathered on the other side as for the members of the Moon Hunters Association had filed up in a straight line on both sides of the driveway to keep the students on a safe distance from the Purebloods.

“Geez, these people treat those purebloods like celebrities…” Kang-in groaned as he prevented some male students from crossing the line. “Come on! Will you all stop pushing and screaming like girls?” he yelled with an annoyed tone towards the male students who are dearly excited for the arrival of the female purebloods.

“Calm down, Kang-in…” Yuichi struggled as he helped Kang-in on controlling the students. “Yelling at them won’t do any good,” he continued.

“Ichi-kun is right…we can’t help these guys…” Koki sighed as he lent a hand.

“Gaaah! Stupid vampires!” Eunhyuk freaked out and pushed the male students back. “I hate this,” he groaned.

“Who likes to be a sentinel for a bunch of blood sucking creatures anyway?” Shindong sighed as he helped his friends maintain orderliness in the school grounds.

Junno, who was starting to get pissed as well, lent a hand. “This is crazy.” He frowned as he drove the male students back in line.

Yesung went to help as well; he assisted Junno in pushing the male students back in line. “We can’t do anything about it can we?” he sighed.

“I heard Miyavi-sama is coming too.” Kyuhyun mumbled as he helped them keep the students from crossing the line.

“Miyavi-sama? I wonder why. He never comes out of the Pureblood council’s mansion.” Siwon wondered absently.

“Hey! Don’t push!” Rory frowned as soon as she hit the floor from being pushed over by some screaming girls.

“Rory-chan!” Sayomi gasped as she ran to help Rory, “Hey! Watch it!” she scolded making the girls shut their mouths off.

“Are you okay, Rory-chan?” Kisa asked as she helped Rory stand up.

“Yeah, I’m fine.” Rory sighed.

Yuuki pouted as the female students kept pushing and screaming like crazy even though the male purebloods are not around yet. “Shut up!” she hushed but it seems her voice was too soft for it to be heard in the deafening shrieks of the female students.

“Don’t waste your voice in scolding them Yuuki, they won’t listen.” Midori groaned as she tried her best to keep the girls from crossing the line.

“Midori’s right, we won’t be able to do anything at all.” Nara sighed as she lent a hand to Midori.

“I just wish this will be over now.” Yui hummed and pushed some girls back in line.

Seeing Yui was too weak to keep the girls in line, New and Maya came to help her as well. “Need some help?” New giggled and drove some girls off back in line.

“Thank you.” Yui smiled gratefully.

“No problem.” New replied.

“OMG! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ the purebloods are here!” the students shrieked as the purebloods headed by Miyavi walked in the school’s gate.

Suzume sighed as she saw them coming, everyone was silenced when Miyavi stepped in the school grounds. The cold evening breeze blew the dried leaves whirling away from the walkway as Miyavi walked under the hiding moon. Miyavi stopped to look up at the darkening sky, smiling as the sun settled down behind the trees.

“Welcome to Tsukibara Gakuen my dear brother.” Gackt smiled as he greeted Miyavi while walking towards him.

“It’s been a while my brother, and I can tell you’re doing fine as usual.” Miyavi greeted back with a soft smile plastered on his façade. Eyes casting downwards from the darkening sky down to his brother’s well formed feature.

“Indeed, it has been a while. You look good too, Miyavi.” Gackt commented.

Miyavi nodded and looked over the young hunters lined up on both sides of the walkway, making sure the students won’t be able to come near them. He smiled as he looked back over at his brother, “And your apprentices are doing fine as well. I’m glad.” He hummed.

Gackt chuckled softly and nodded, “They are well trained I can say. Not to mention how well disciplined they are. I’m indeed proud of them.”

“I can see that.” Miyavi smiled as he walked over his niece.

Suzume looked down and remained silent as she saw Miyavi moving closer to her. She can feel eyes darting at her back and side.

“How have you been, Suzume-chan?”

Suzume shivered lightly as the cold wind blew along Miyavi’s cool voice, “I…I had been well Miyavi-sama.” She replied, keeping her head bowed down.

Miyavi smiled lightly though disappointment clear in his face, “I see you still haven’t accepted me as your uncle.”

“No! That’s not true at all. I’m sorry…ojii-sama.” Suzume frowned and lowered her head a bit more.

Miyavi shook his head and patted Suzume’s head lightly, “It’s just nice to see you doing well.” He mumbled and looked over the other hunters, “Same to all of you, I’m glad you are all well.” He greeted them with a smile.

“We’re glad to see you doing well too, Miyavi-sama.” The rest of the hunters greeted back and bowed politely at Miyavi.

“Well, let’s go inside now; I know you came here to talk to me about something important.” Gackt interrupted.

Miyavi’s smile fade and was replaced with a serious expression at the mention of his main motive. He then nodded at his brother before turning to face the young purebloods and hunters, “I’ll see you all inside. Let’s have dinner together.” He forced a smile before walking inside ahead of his brother, Gackt.

“Suzume, please prepare the dining room for everyone. The rest of you help Suzume make dinner, okay?” Gackt smiled and followed his brother inside.

“Yes Gackt-sama.” Suzume and the rest of the hunters bowed before going back to guarding the walkway for the rest of the purebloods.

The students started to become wild again as soon as Gackt and Miyavi left. The young hunters sighed as they struggled once again, making sure to clear the way for the other purebloods.

“Thank you for your hard work.” The eldest of the new bloods said with a soft smile.

Suzume sighed as she helped her friends clear the way for them, “We’re not doing this for you. We’re doing this because it’s our job.” She replied and pushed the girls off the line.

“Now if you please, go inside now.” She appealed politely.

Jin sighed and brushed a hand absently across his hair, watching the human students scream and flail over them. “Students.” Jin called out making everyone silent.

“Everyone, go back to your dorms now.” He commanded and without a word, the students marched their way obediently back to their dorms. This made the young hunters to be surprised but relieved as well that they do not have to struggle to maintain the crowd anymore.

Kazuya frowned when the female human students left, “No fun Jin!” he whined and pouted, crossing his arms at Jin.

“Brother, its Akanishi-sama for you and stop being a man whore for once.” Ayaka sighed and slapped her brother on the arm.

“Ayaka-chan’s right, Kazuya. You should learn how to address people properly.” Tatsuya nodded in agreement with Kazuya’s little sister, Ayaka.

“Right. I’m sorry I’m not respectful and I’m not a man whore, Ayaka!” Kazuya retorted and pouted more.

Azami rolled her eyes and stared at Kazuya with her beautiful grey eyes making Kazuya shiver with her cold look. “Stop it.” she said simply.

Kazuya nodded his head and zipped his mouth close. ‘Geez, she’s scary.’ He thought as he let out a sad sigh.

HeeChul giggled as he watched Azami and Kazuya, “Guess you can’t stand a chance with Azami, huh Kazuya?” he teased earning a glare from Kazuya.

Kibum smirked, “I don’t understand why you’re so afraid of Azami.” He scoffed, gasping when his sister glared at him.

“Don’t start with me.” Azami warned.

“Oh yeah? What are you going to do? Freeze me?” he taunted.

“You know you don’t stand a chance with me.” Azami smirked as she dodged a fireball thrown over to her by Kibum. She smirked as it passed her.

“Close but not close enough to hit me you idiot!” she mocked before shooting him a frost in return.

“Annoying old lady!” Kibum hissed as the frost hit his face.

“Hey! Hey! Calm down!” Donghae laughed a little as he moved Kibum and Azami away from each other.

“Don’t you two get tired of fighting at all?” Himiko sighed as she shook her head.

“They obviously don’t.” Hangeng laughed and shook his head as well.

“Come one Donghae! Let me go and let me give her a piece of me!” Kibum struggled but Donghae will not let him go.

“Just hold them like that.” Lee Teuk commanded, “You won’t be freed until you two stop.”

Jin sighed as he watched his friends, “Rei.” He called out.

“Yes, Akanishi-sama?”

“You know what to do.”

Rei nodded before turning over to Azami and Kibum.

“Oh no.” Azami and Kibum gasped as they struggled, “Let us go!”

Rei walked over them and pressed her hands over their foreheads making them pass out. “Sleep tight~” she hummed softly.

Sungmin sighed as she watched Rei put Azami and Kibum to sleep. “Why don’t they ever learn?”

“Because its fun to fight? Aren’t they entertaining sometimes?” Ryeowook wondered as he sling an arm over his twin’s shoulder.

“Fun- Entertaining? Are they?” Sungmin asked back, looking over to his twin.

“I think they are. Its funny how Azami would always defeat Kibum.” Ryeowook giggled.

Sungmin nodded and smiled a bit, “I guess its entertaining then.” He hummed softly as he watched Kibum and Azami passed out on the ground.

“Its so quiet when those to are asleep.” Shinji giggled a bit as she walked over Azami, picking her up gently.

Natsuko nodded and went over to help Shinji out, “I kind of miss their noises.” She giggled as well and helped Shinji carry Azami on their shoulders.

“Mm well, let’s take her to her room for now.” Shinji smiled and went off with Natsuko.

Hikari giggled and poked his brother’s stomach, “He’s sleeping like a log.” She hummed in amusement.

“Well he does, especially if Rei was the one to put him to sleep. It’s a really deep one.” Donghae laughed and picked Kibum up.

Kazuya nodded, “How funny, right? They would always be zapped to sleep.” He continued and helped Donghae carrying Kibum.

“Man he’s heavy.” Donghae sighed.

“I believe that’s because he’s having a very deep slumber at the moment.” Kazuya laughed.

“Yeah, let’s get him to his room. I’m starving.” Donghae mumble and left with Kazuya.

“The rest of you, you can go inside now.” Jin hummed absently as the other new bloods followed his order obediently except for his twin sisters and right hand, Lee Teuk.

Tsukino and Hatsumi ran to their brother and clung on his sides. Jin laughed a little as his sisters grasped to him, its like their habit to do so as if he’s going to disappear from them. He then rubbed his sisters’ heads and hummed. “What’s wrong?” he wondered.

Tsukino pouted and clung closer to him, “We want to go inside with you.”

“I won’t go anywhere little one.” Jin replied and giggled softly.

Hatsumi pouted as well, “but you’re going to talk with her.” She exclaimed pointing accusingly at Suzume who was watching them the whole time with the rest of the hunters.

Suzume gasped when she was pointed accusingly as if she committed a crime, she then sighed knowing Jin’s sisters are being all envious again. “You can have your brother all to yourself, you know. It’s not as if I’m going to steal him away from you.” She mumbled earning glares from the two young girls.

“We’re not talking to you.” Tsukino said coldly and rolled her eyes at her.

Jin sighed and shook his head at them, “Stop it. Don’t be mean to people. It’s not what I thought you.” He scolded.

Tsukino and Hatsumi frowned when their brother scolded them but nodded anyway. “We’re sorry.” They lowered their heads before letting go of Jin’s sides.

Jin let out another sigh, he doesn’t like seeing her sisters sad like that but he has to scold them occasionally. “Come on, let’s go inside.” He smiled offering his hands to them.

Tsukino and Hatsumi took it happily and nodded.

“We’re going ahead now, see you all inside.” Jin smiled before walking off with his sisters.

Suzume and the others watched Jin and his sisters go inside before Suzume’s attention was turned towards her own brother. She looked down and let out a soft sigh.

“Hunters, please go ahead as well and start preparing the dining table and the dinner. I’ll be there with you shortly.” She commanded with a warm smile on her face.

“Okay.” Kyuhyun and the others smiled back at her before going inside to do as what they were told to do.

Suzume smiled and looked over her brother, “…I- I want to apologize for being rude to you…not only last night but…every day.”

Lee Teuk smiled a bit; glad she actually talked to her. “I don’t really mind you know. However, I’m glad you finally talked to me. I was just worried, I don’t want you to hate me forever.” He replied.

Suzume frowned, “I didn’t hate you.” She replied, “I just- I don’t want to end up like mom and dad.” She sighed.

Lee Teuk looked down, smiling a bit at her though before patting her head lightly. “I won’t let them do anything to you. I promise. Not over my dead body.” He said with his reassuring smile.

Suzume smiled a little as well and nodded, “I’ll count on that, big brother.” She smiled softly at him.

“Count on it, little sister.” He smiled back before they both went inside.

…xXx…to be continued…xXx…

Quiz thingy from BakaKame (nikattun)

2009-06-03T11:02:39Z

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 11 people about this game.
• Akanishi Jin is the one that you love.
• Kwon Ji-yong/G-dragon is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Nika.
• Liz is the one who knows you very well.
• Jessica is your lucky star.
• My heaven is the song that matches with Akanishi Jin.
• On my mind is the song for Kwon Ji-yong/G-dragon.
• This Love is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Care is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

Master Post: Blood Lust

2009-06-01T12:12:33Z

Title: Blood lust

Author: Anjii-chan

Characters: KAT-TUN, Super Junior, Miyavi, Gackt and some fictional characters [OCs]
Genre: Action, Fantasy, Romance, Drama, Smut and OC

Rating: NC-17

Chapters: 5/?

Warnings: There will be matured scenes, well bedroom scenes specifically, in this fiction so please, be careful ne? =^___^=

Disclaimer: I do not own KAT-TUN, Super Junior, Gackt or Miyavi nor am I affiliated to them in any possible way but I am affiliated with the OCs and I do own the plot, the poem and the whole story.

Author’s Note: Thanks a lot to all the people who joined; I promise to make this a one exciting and good fic for all of you. I’m so sorry if I decided to change the story, I just figured out that I am going nowhere in the pirate fic but I promise you all that this will be more exciting and interesting, so please support me. Sorry as well, if I was gone for so long without any word; I apologize and thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

Please comment everyone and show me your love. Criticisms are accepted but please don’t be so harsh, I’m just a human and I can commit mistakes. Please pardon my bad grammar and my mistakes. Thank you everyone for reading!

Summary/Plot: I am lazy to write the plot because it’s midnight here in where I am right now so I’ll just make it brief and simple, Human and Vampires aim to live a peaceful life together but will can they?

|| The Hunters ||

||The Vampires||

|| Requiem ||

|| Prologue ||

|| Dai Ichi no Yoru: Remnants of the past ||
|| Nibamme no Yoru: Advent ||

Hmmm a meme~

2009-05-17T11:44:20Z

1. Do you like this person?
mmm No…I love him 8D
~~I’ll be murdered because of this meme XD~~

2. How do you call this person?
Uhmm…Jin, JinJin, Jinny, Bakajin, Bakanishi and lol baby? *shot*

3. Which color do you associate with this person?
Mmm I don’t really know…but maybe black and uhmmm white?

5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she have?
Well I don’t know…I don’t care what his blood type is but haha he’s blood type O~

6. What do you want to tell that person?

“I LOVE YOU! MARRY ME~!”

LoL but haha I’ll just tell him how awesome he is and how much I admire him and his talents ~~and his sexy BODY~~

And that if it is possible I would like to be friends with him~ ~~or be his girlfriend?~~ *shot again* 8D

7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
Uhhh well shake his hand first after I introduce myself to him and then hug him and and and and and and and steal a chuuuu~ then scurry away XD

8. Pick five of your friends and pick one person for them:

Sere-chan- Yamashita Tomohisa/Akanishi Jin
Miki-chan-Taguchi Junnosuke/Ohno/Neener
Riley-Taguchi Junnosuke/Haruma/G-dragon
Nikattun(Baka Kame)-Kamenashi Kazuya
Liz-Ryeowook/Ueda

But I know I'll stay coz next to you is where I belong

*fail* Saga icons~ x_x

Otanjou-bi Omedettou Gozaimasu Carmella-chan~

Blood-Holic || Chapter 1: The Banquet [Part 1]

One-shot fic: Memories

Master Post: Blood-Holic

Multi-chapter: Blood-Holic

One-Shot: [JinDa] Reset

One-Shot: [JinDa] Reset

One shot: Missin' you

One-shot: Missin' You

One-shot fic: Let's Not

Chapter 8-A: Love or Hate

Love or Hate 6-A

Blood Lust: Chapter 2

Quiz thingy from BakaKame (nikattun)

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

Master Post: Blood Lust

Hmmm a meme~

fail Saga icons~ x_x